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2009-06-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Even though my blog is dead and you might hardly come here anymore,
I still want to say this to you my dear:

I'm sorry!
I know I've done a lot of bad things to you,
I know that I've lost your trust,
I know that you're very disappointed in me.
But still, you know that I didn't mean to hurt you.
You know that I've been giving my all in this relationship.
I also didn't want this to happen,
I was just trying to be truthful to you!
Like how you're always truthful to me!
I promise, I'll not go down the wrong path of my life again.
I really regretted doing it.
But I never regretted loving you.
My love for you will still be strong and I'll still trust you no matter what.
I love you my dear.
And I'm very SORRY
I'm apologizing to you with the bottom of my heart and seeking for your forgiveness.
I know it's difficult to gain back the trust that I lost.
But I'll still say that I'm going to change.
I hope you can still be by my side when I need you my dear.
Cause I too want to be by your side.
I'M SORRY

2009-05-02T22:29:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since I updated this thing.
It's like been dead for very long already.
But who cares luh.
But, have to do my tutorial later!!
ARGH!!!

Thanks dear for acompanying me to study.
If not I would not have the focus.
Thanks for pushing me on to study.
Sorry for making you go to church with me even if its' not your religon.

Currently been studying for AGM test.
The test is going to be on Friday.
I'm so afraid I'll fail my test!!
Cause I've been playing all the way!!

Crap luh, I'm so totally addicted to CnC already.
Command and Conquer!!!
Totally great game...
Been playing like crazy luh!!!
Just 2 weeks ago been playing for the whole week.
Luckily this two weeks hardly play.
Either no one playing or class ends too late.
Can study for my up coming tests also.
But, I totally miss CnC!!!!!!!
ARGH!! I'm super addicted to it already luh.
Wish I had the game at home, than can keep playing!!

Tomorrow going Kokloong sister's B'day thing.
Don't know what I'm going to do there also.
But still, there's a chance for me to enjoy right?

I'm sorry,
For all the things that I've done to hurt you,
For all the thing bad things that I did to you,
For all the wrong things that I said to you.
But, you're the only one that can put me at ease,
and you're the only one that keep my mind at peace.
I only want to tell you this:
You're that only one that I will love and miss,
Nothing can break my love for you
and I'm not a fool,
To give up someone as wonderful and precious and that is you.
I love you my dear!!!

2009-04-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Anniversary Dear!!

Happy belated b'day Aloysius Ho!!!

Wow, been a long time since I blog.
But don't know why,
Hardly know what to put on my blog any more.
To think that last time I could blog everyday.
Sigh, oh well, haven do homework yet.
and my group members are missing!!
OI!!! WE NEEDED TO EDIT THE POWERPOINT!!!
DON'T YOU ALL READ YOUR MAIL!!??
BLOODY HELL, NOW GIVE ME LAST MINUTE WORK!!

Okay, blaze camp is over.
Enjoyed myself a little.
Had a screwed up team mate but never mind.
Lectures were totally boring.
Games were challenging.
Yeah, that should summarize every thing about the camp.

Yesterday, went Ubin with the guys and Bianca.
The guys are, Qiyun, Zhisian, David Gan, Naka and Aloysius.
Tzefook didn't come at all.
Okay, went to cycle.
Kind of keep pulling them down cause I kind of can't cycle.
But ended up being able to cycle.
Went around Ubin cycling most of the time.
Ended up with lots of wound and with a super pain butt.
The freaking path was super bumpy!!
Everyone stood a little, I continued sitting.
Can't really balance when in slow speed but chiong that time power pack!
But cause still can't really cycle well,
Can't stand yet, keep getting hit by the sit.
Oh well, at least I can cycle now.

2009-03-27T02:00:00.000-07:00

Okay, class BBQ is over!!
No need to go market anymore during the holidays!!
Okay, thought I could have fun during the class games.
My eye irritated me and I couldn't have fun at all!!
So yeah, had games till around 5 or 6 plus,
After that Mr Simon went to get the chicken meat
While the rest of us started the fire.
Was slacking all the way till 6.50 or something.
Went to buy charcoal with Kah Hoe, Elean and Jerry.
The first two packs of charcoal and the box of fire starter was finished!
Don't know how it happened so fast but it did.
So after going back, forgot what happened.
But after that started to fan the fire.
So they started to eat while the few of us tend to the fire and cooked.
So ended Kah Hoe, Sabiq, Syiqa, Sufie(sorry don't know how to spell) and me ate the last.
Some of the others joined us but ate a little only though.
So after eating, slacked a little.
Went off with Nicholas Kwek, and He Zhun.
Took Mr Chua car, he dropped us the stop before Pongoul(however it's spelt)
So trained home. Reached home around 12 plus.

Snapped a few pictures during BBQ.
Hope it comes out nice.

Hm... Nothing much to blog already...
So off I go...

Written by:LeGeNdFrEaK
Will you people just stop pissing me off! I'm just trying to help and I get scolded!
Forget it! You'll never get anything from me anymore!

2009-03-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, so far, developed my 3rd film instead of the 2nd one first.
Why? Cause, I just used my 3rd film not long and I finished 33 shots of it in 1day.
All 33 is skating picture. the rest was from my cousin B'day.
Some picture bout cats.
The cats are super cute!!
Sigh, I want to develop my 2nd film also. but no money...
I'm broke!! Broken into pieces!!

Okay, today went to get the stuff for tomorrow's class BBQ.
Got the chicken and other stuffs.
Tomorrow waking up early to get the seafood.
I must wake up super early tomorrow!!!
But no choice, I'm the one holding the class funds currently!!
WHY OH WHY DID THEY PASS ME THE MONEY!!!
Sigh.. Who cares, what's done is done.
Luckily I got dear who don't mind waking me up!!

THANKS DEAR!! LOVE YOU!

Hm, might be bringing my SLR to the class thing tomorrow!
Snap a little and fun all the way!

From bottom onwards is taken by Nakapragash.

Sorry if it's very un-professional.
First time using a film camera,
Still need to get used to it.
Done by: LeGeNdFrEaK

2009-03-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

Sigh, sian already...
I went to develop my film...
Turn's out that somehow, it was exposed to light...
So wasted 3 bucks developing it...
DARN IT!!!
I don't even know how it was exposed to light luh!!!
DARN IT!!!
How dumb can I get!?!?
DARN IT!!!
Sigh, maybe I'm not cut out for film types...
DARN IT!!!

Today, Secondary School, Primary School and other Schools,
Having their school holidays already,
Only ITE still having lessons...
Besides Nursing course...
Today, went for some student council interview thing...
The room was freaking cold...
I was in 3 layers and still shevering!!
So went for lessons as usual....
Human Factors was as boring as ever!!!
But continued to sit through and listen,
Even though I was sms-ing during lesson.
So, yeah. That was all for today...
Nothing much to say bout today.

Coming Friday me and the guys might be going to some premier thing.
Out crew was invited to go by:
loveskatepark.com
So yeah, me, Gan, Yun and Ka is going.
Muzzy has gone missing.
Sian I think has totally lost interest in skating.
Eliz has been missing two years ago.
So yeah.. Our crew has downsized again.

Darn it!! If only I can land my heel flip!!
Sigh! Sigh! Sigh! Sigh! Sigh! Sigh!
If only I had more talent in skating...
Might be bringing board to school on Friday.

Holiday is next week.
Kind of looking forward to it.
I WANT BACK MY PSP!!!!

Written by:LeGeNdFrEaK
Every thing seems to be going wrong.
Can someone pull me out of my repeated mistakes.

2009-03-12T07:57:00.001-07:00

Wednesday had Aircraft drawing free hand sketch test.
I think I might have done quite well for it,
But I'm also not too confident in it.
The plan view of my drawing looks kind of weird,
So not too sure of it.
My drawing was also not that accurate too!!
Darn, I have no idea how well I did for it!!
But my paper had no red markings when Mr Simon gave the paper back to us.
He wanted to show us what we've done,
So I'm not sure he gave up marking it halfway after marking the rest,
Or I'm not sure if I've done well.
But 1 good thing happened, We were released at 3p.m!!
Like super early!! Class started at 1.30p.m!!!

Today was super stupid!!
I bought tickets to the movie,
After that before heading upstairs to watch it,
I realized I lost 1 of the ticket!!
Darn it!! How dumb can I get!?!?

Anyway, the movie of Dragon Ball Evolution was not as nice as expected.
It's 1 and a half hour of show,
The story was totally different from the Manga/Anime.
The fight was totally boring.
Goku and ChiChi love life was like totally different!
But there's humor in the show though.
I think if I have to rate it upon 10,
I'll only rate it 3 or 4.
It's seriously not that nice.
That is my point of view as I watched the whole Dragon ball series already.

Tomorrow have to go for some talk thing for the camp.
Some Leadership camp stuff called Blaze camp.
Have to head over to Bishan ITE.
Darn it! Have no idea how to go over at all!!
Will be going with Syiqa and Koh Hoe.
None of us knows the way there!!
Good game!

HAPPY THIRD MONTH DEAR!!

I know you're not expecting us to go this far,
But lets last as long as we can alright!
I know that some time I take thing too fast,
I'm sorry! I'll change okay!!
I'm happy that I have you with me,
You always seem to be there for me whenever something happens,
To be my listening ear and cheer me up,
I'm so lucky to have you!!
I love you!!

Written By;LeGeNdFrEaK
Your love is all I need

2009-03-08T06:44:00.000-07:00

So, updates and somethings that are not meant to be said are going to be put down

Please don't try to console me cause I'm too frustrated to even bother bout you.

Thanks.

Going to have testes that are coming up soon.
Not so confident with my practical test that I have just done.
Sigh, hope I'll do well!!

Ex-class having chalet also.
Haven confirm when too.
Didn't even tell me also.. ZZZ

Holidays starting on 21March till 12April!!
Might be having some leadership camp thing on the 6-8April.
Ex-class chalet will be somewhere in between too.

Saturday, went to skate.
Went to citylink to skate again.
Actually, been awhile since we went there to skate.
So yeah, David bought things,
Went to eat, than went to skate.
Skate for awhile I stopped skating already.
My specs was loose.
It dropped when I was doing a trick halfway.
Managed to grab it but couldn't see.
So couldn't land the trick properly.
So I fell, When I fell, went face down to the floor.
To not let my face hit the floor, I put my hand to push myself up first.
But doing so, my specs got broken.
The lens of the specs came out.
The hook for the ear thing bended upwards.
The thing for the nose also haywire.
So it's like cannot wear at all!!
Couldn't skate, couldn't see.
So did nothing.
Left early with Naka so that I can go to church than fix my specs.
So went to church, went to fix my specs and headed home.

Sigh, cannot go out with my dear on Thursday anymore.
Have to go back for practical.
Thursday was the only day I could spent more time with her luh.
Besides weekends.
But now it seems like only Tuesday.
Sigh, both of us end quite late but it's the earliest for the both of us.
So can't stay out together for long.
At most 3 hours only.
Sigh, hope to be able to go out with her much more.

Sigh, another problem at home.
I totally have no idea why my mother,
After starting to work at this government place,
Started to be childish.
For example, can't take jokes and always make jokes that can hurt people.
Now she's like totally petty luh!!!
I know the family have a lot of outstanding bills to settle!!
But still!! No need start banging and slamming every single thing right!!
What if it's spoiled!? You'll start making more noise luh!!
I understand if you keep nagging,
But no need to make thing difficult for other people's life right!?

So what if my brother smoke!?
He's also not working!!
How you want him to survive if you don't give him money to eat!?
The money he uses to buy cigarette is the money that he save can!!
So what if you hate smoking!
It's not like his doing it in front of you!!
Neither is he stuffing it into your mouth!!
Stop being so unreasonable!!
You maybe our mother but you don't control our life!!

Written By;LeGeNdFrEaK
Trying to live a life without regrets, but regrets just keep knocking on my door.

2009-03-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

Okay, I know it's been a long time since I updated..
Actually, have nothing much to update about.

Sigh, my blog is really dying..
Didn't wanted to say it but it's becoming true...
Well, it's dying because I always never update....
Well, not as though I don't want to,
I can't find time!!!!

Well, I'll update what I can/remember.

Hm, nothing much happened during the past few weeks.
Been playing Bomberman on the PSP with Nicholas and the rest.
So yeah, nothing much.

Okay, so far, my class adviser/form teacher, Mr. Simon,
Has nominated me, Syiqa and Koh Hoe for this leadership camp thing.
So yeah, the only 3 from our class.
I'm the only person besides both of them, the class representative's, so a bit weird luh.
So grabbed the form, filling it up..
Getting the PSEA form so that can use our Edusave to pay for the camp instead....
So yeah, that's the main thing luh.

Sigh, now got group work!! I became leader again!!!!
Sigh!! Out Human Factor Lesson group presentation thing.
Group presentation on the case study.
We have to watch these video, Areoperu 603
Come out with all those human factors that are involved.
Than make all the presentation slides and such.
If I'm not wrong Monday presentation to the class.
So yeah, haven watch the video yet.
Maybe doing it now.

Don't know why now in ITE keep getting shoot in leadership thing...
Maybe in Fairfield I managed to avoid it too much than now keep getting shoot at..
Sigh, I'm not the type who likes doing work at all luh.
Still give my all these shits

Written by LeGeNdFrEaK
In the world of suffering, dreaming in a world of love

2009-02-21T22:20:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, the fire was still burning quite big.
The even blocked the road at night.
So was like, woah, that bad!
Hm, about school, can't remember what happened.

Wednesday, had to be in school(Yishun) because of some talk at Simei ITE.
So yeah, had to report early.
Went to Simei, had some talk thing.
Sat like the highest place of the auditorium luh.
The had some game thing at the start.
Keep cursing the people downstairs cause they couldn't see us.
So was in a way good cause whatever we do can't be seen.
Yeah, when the talk started was sleeping.
So yeah, relax all the way!!
After the talk, ate the refreshments and all that.
There was lots of left overs at there luh.
The ordered a little too much..
So yeah, explore the school(Simei) a little than headed back to school(Yishun).
After we reached school(Yishun) we all went our separate ways.
Went to play pool with Daniel.
Called Marilyn along cause there was too little people.
So yeah, played than went home.

Thursday, went to school for P.E and CAH.
When it was P.E, was shown the place to run our 2.4 outside school.
Had to jog to the check point, brief a little the checkpoint than went back to school.
So yeah, that's all for P.E
CAH, hm, only needed to confirm a few things.
After that told all those who passed the Physics test,
Don't need to report to school on Friday.
So yeah, was cursing cause I passed and needed to go back to school.
So after that went home, changed and went out with dear.

Friday, lessons was canceled.
Had to go back to school because of some volunteer thing.
Was told I was doing ushering.
So yeah, told where I was suppose to stand and what I was suppose to do.
So after that, just continue standing there all the way...
After awhile than could finally go off.
Like wasted my time going there luh!!
But after that I bought films!
ISO 400!! 3 of it!! S$9.90!!

Saturday, had to go to school to help out for the thing.
Which is the volunteer thing.
So yeah, had to report early.
Went there slack around.
After slacking than started doing work.
At around 8.30 we had to go to our positions.
Started ushering all the adults which came.
So yeah, did that the whole time.
But talked to my classmates which came too luh.
So yeah, did that the whole time.
After every parent went up already, we had to bring all those kids to the RSAF zone.
Let them watch movie.
So yeah, dump them with the seniors and slack there awhile because got aircon.
After slacking there, we went to talk to the people from ST Aerospace and RSAF.
Realize that RSAF have more benefits and all.
So decided to sign up with them.
So yeah, hoping I can get in even though my eye sight is like considered useless.

Oh, a stupid thing that happened during the usher thing.
The teacher called the person by handsome because he don't know the name.
So when he told me where I was suppose to stand he said the same word,
Which is 'handsome, you stand here' he was pointing at me at the same time.
Than this Malay guy started giggling to himself and mumbled the word 'handsome' to himself.
When we were left off, he said 'okay handsome(everyone there) you can go already;
Stupid Malay guy stare at me and giggle to himself again.
Got super irritated by his childish behavior.
Friday I happen to be wearing my spec's.
So on Saturday when I wore my lens to school,
He didn't say anything.
When the teacher said that word again, this time he didn't giggle.
Stupid guy, wanted to trash thing out with him on Saturday.
But didn't, did not want to be as childish as him.
So just did what I was suppose to do.

Written by LeGeNdFrEaK,
With memories and with love.

2009-02-16T03:25:00.000-08:00

Hm. Today, something happened when I reached home.
When I was in the bus on the way home, was fire engines.
It seems that they were trying to get into the forest near my house.
So I thought like, weird!
So when I reached home, I looked over and saw that there was fire.
Took a picture though.
Okay, so went home, ate, changed and everything.
After eating finished, I went to take a look again.
The fire gotten bigger luh!!
So was like what the hell!!
It's like around 1hour plus already and it gotten worse!!
My sister said that when she reached home that time,
The fire just started.
So it's like 1hour plus still haven put out yet.

I'm also super happy!!
My physics and Mathematics test passed!!
My physics is like 73!!
Passing was 70...
Mathematics I think is 28...
Not full marks but still, happy!!
We have to get like 70% out of 100% to get a pass.
Bloody hell, Avionics super difficult!!
But I believe I can do it!!
My dear has put a lot of trust in me too.
Without her, I think I seriously would be stressed out already.
Thanks dear!! Love you lots!!

When I just reached home.

After eating, changing and everything.

2009-02-15T02:15:00.000-08:00

School was as normal.
For AGM pratical we still doing wire locking.

Wednesday, had our mathematics test.
It was quite easy actually.
Easier than expected.
So yeah, I think I'll do well in it.
So after test, went to eat.
After eating, we had nothing to do so went up to the roof of a block.
So went there, slacked than went for pratical.
After practical it was raining cats and dogs.
Ignored and walked in the rain. Went home straight.

2Bolts
3Bolts

Yishun ITE

View from the roof.
The dudes that had nothing better to do
Suhaimi, Suraimi & me
Shuraimi and Me

Funny Video.

Full of vuglarities though.

So if you're the kind who don't like listening to vulgar stuff,

Don't watch.

Friday, after our test, went with Daniel and Jon to play pool.
Played from 1 to 5.
Wanted to join the CCA.
But this friday couldn't.
Even if we went our attendence won't be marked!
So yeah, forget it.
So after playing pool, went out with my sister.
She went to buy her Valentine's day present for her friends.
So yeah. Followed. After that dear came.
Walked around with them for awhile than sent dear off.
After sending dear off, met my brother and sister.
Continued walking for awhile, bought stuffs than went home.

Actually, was suppose to follow qiyun go collect N'level cert.
But than, when I called Mr Lim Seow Chong he said G.O is closed.
So didn't go. But than. Qiyun collected it on friday.
Stupid, got scam!!

Saturday, Valentine's day.
Happy Valentine Day to every one!
Okay, so went out with the "class" for our secondary class gathering.
Ended up 1/3 of our class people went only.
Stupid. That's what they call a class.
So like only the usual and the surprising person,
David Ong. Even HE came. The others didn't
Sigh. What's going to happen to our future class gathering too.
So after that, around 6 reaching 7, went to meet dear.
Took a bus to city hall. Met her at control station.
After that walked around and slacked at esplanate.
Slacked quite long, than went to eat.
While eating halfway, Amber called me.
Was surprised. But yeah, hope nothing bad is happening.
Anyway, so ate, chat, slacked than sent her home.
Took all the last train home.

Hope you like the gifts my dear.

Sorry got something cheap only.

I enjoyed myself with you!

Thanks for all the happy moments you gave me.

Sunday. Every thing was okay till a few minutes ago.
Stupid mother! Complain so much! Feel like slapping her face luh.
It's not like I want to drop the thing on the floor!
Not that I don't want to pick up also! Is cannot find can or not!!
Bloody bitch!!! Piss me off over every thing!!
You make so much noise and keep saying we don't clear the house and anything.
What about you!! Pot calling the kettle black!!

Let me ask you,
When you were out of job, what were you doing at home!?
Well, sitting at home, using the computer and making your mother your servant.
When you are at home playing your stupid face book, what will you do!?
Nothing but clicking the F#%king mouse and command everyone to do things for you!!
What do you do during the weekends?
Sit there and complain of me hogging the laptop the whole week already when she's the F#%ing bitch who have always been hogging the laptopm, Plus command your husband to keep cleaning the house while you sit there and watch your shows!!!
Why do you suddenly can't take any jokes anymore?
Because you know of a young useless bastard whom can't serve NS and you treat him like a precious jem and now, you always think that his right and the best and anything we say is wrong.

Well, sorry to say, I can't tolerate this kind of shits from you already!!
So what if you gave birth to me!
So what if you were the one who gave me life!
So what if were the one that paid for my everything!?
I'm paying for my own thing now!!
You always spent money on your rubbish!
You have tens of thousand credit card!!
You have all those freaking outstanding bills that you haven settle!
And even with those stupid bills, you still can spent on your stupid things!!
Well, screw off you bitch. I don't need you as my mother.
I can support myself!
I know I can survive even without you!

If any of you readers are not happy with my post well than feel free to F%$K OFF!!

2009-02-06T19:53:00.000-08:00

Okay,Wednesday ended at like 5plus...
Was later than our usual but still earlier than our time that was set which is 6...
Was playing in class with Wen Cong...
Keep disturbing each another...
So yeah... Had to wear our safety shoes...
Wore it for the whole day!! Super tiring luh!!
Now waiting for our coverall...
Only those medium size one didn't get yet...
Faster luh!! I want the coverall!!!

Thursday, went for P.E...
Played basket ball, after that had to run...
Jog 3 rounds than could be let out...
After that slacked around...
Left school... Went home...
Changed, unpack things, refill things...
Left house... Went Jurong Point to buy tickets...
After that went to find the Jurong Point pepper lunch...
Walked around, walked several rounds...
Ended up the new building of Jurong Point,
The top part is already 3rd floor even though it's only one level up from the entrances...
So the new part of the Jurong Point is when you go in it's the 2nd floor...
Yeah, so found the Pepper lunch...
It's in a food court called Feast, sponsered by kopitiam.
So yeah... Went there. Saw Waki...
Waited for him to notice me...
After that talked to him... Talked for quite long...
After that he had work to do... So I walked around and look around the place...
Looks more comfortable than Taka's pepper lunch....
But it's smaller than Taka's pepper lunch...
Plus the staff there is short of hand...
So yeah, there was no one at dish up at that point of time...
The guy from the kitchen have to scoop rice for the pepper rice himself...
But he take rice is quite slow and not that accurate...
So yeah... After he did the first one, I helped him with the second one...
Using eye power!! Told him when it was too much or too little...
Use eye power still can get accurate de okay!!
Than he in kitchen do also quite slow actually...
They also never prepare anything in advance...
So yeah.. Quite different from Taka...
Hm, so yeah, was talking to the staffs there...
After that Waki walked past and said this:
"If you all want to learn, Learn from him.
His the best person whom I taught so far.
He managed to learn everything within the first month.
He can manage all his area well also."
So I was like woah... Seriously?
But I said "Not all, I still suck at cashier."
So yeah, was joking and talking to the staffs...
After that met dear...
Watched movie, walked around than went home...

Friday, Didn't have lessons...
Lessons was canceled...
I messaged everyone...
But I didn't know I didn't message Suhaimi...
I thought I did luh..
Bloody hell, checked my phone, he messaged me..
Scolded me also... Bloody hell...
Stupid luh... Also not as though I want to like that...
Sigh, so stayed at home to study...
Was slacking most of the time luh!!!
Couldn't concentrate at all luh!!
Bloody hell!!
So like studied 20 pages in the whole day luh!!!
F%^k man!!

Today, planning to study...
Now updating the blog...
After that going to study already...
So yeah... Hope today will have more progress...
Going to study now...

Selling Naka this SLR that I bought...
I found my old SLR which is also another canon...
So yeah!! Selling him this with the lens and 1 flim...

2009-02-03T04:49:00.000-08:00

Chinese New year has just ended and
Things have been quite busy for me.
Hope things will start to slow down.

Wednesday, 28th January
School resumed. Had to go back for lessons.
But was my longest day within the week...
Had to attend pratical lessons...
So yeah, attended lessons and went home.

Thursday, 29th January
Went out with dear...
Watched movie if I remember correctly...
Watched at Jurong Point...
Forgot what show we watched...
If I remember correctly it was Bride Wars...
Kinda nice show. After that sent dear home...
When we were at the bus interchange she saw someone she knows...
So had to pretend we don't know each another =.="!!
So yeah, sent her back than went home...

Friday, 30th January
Had school. Finished at 11.30..
Went home. At Bukit Batok saw Josiah and Sing Yi with their friends...
Talked to them a little than went home...
Packed my things, Took my board...
Left house. Thought could have met Sing Yi awhile...
When reached the place, her lesson has already started...
So headed back to school.
Attended the Industrial Attachment talk thing...
After that, got scolding from Simon, our Class Advisor...
Also called form teacher luh...
So after that rushed to meet the guys at West Coast Park...
After that had to listen to don't know what shit that the guy was saying...
After that, headed to David Gan's house...
Waited for Naka than ate together...
After eating, played Xbox awhile than went to skate at Science Park II...
After that slacked at his house...

Saturday, 31st January
Went to the skate park in the morning...
Was freaking tired cause I didn't really sleep at Gan's house...
So just continued to skate only...
Skate till got injured again =.="
So after that, left the guys...
Had to meet my parents to go my mom's boss house...
So went to pasir panjang first...
Cruise around the area to look for the stupid condo!!
After that just practiced my heelflip!!
Landed 3 nice ones!!
After that went to the boss house...
Cooled down and slacked...
After that, went home... Changed and everything...
After that went to my uncle's house...
Helped him with cleaning of his house because just finished construction...
After that headed home... Celebrated my sister b'day in advance...
The things that happened after that shall not be put down...

Sunday, 1st February
Went to church in the morning...
After that went home...
After eating, went down to meet Tze Fook and Zhi Sian...
Played basket ball and than followed ZhiSian go eat...
After eating, went to Tzefook's grandmother's house...
Slack there awhile and than went to play basket ball again...
After that went to my grandfather's house...
After my grand-dad's house went to my God-dad's house...
Went home after that...

Monday, 2nd February
Had normal lessons...
At 1 plus had to assemble...
Than headed to Macpherson ITE...
Had the stupid talk till 4 plus...
Had to search for the stupid MRT station...
Than rushed over to Tiong and met dear...
Watched a crappy show called Wedding Game...
After that, sent her back...
Went home..

Tuesday, 3rd February
Today lessons start at 8...
I still thought it was normal time...
So left house at 8 and reached school at 9...
So slept through today's lesson cause was super tired luh!!
During human factor lesson suppose to watch the show...
Was joking and playing with Wen Cong and Nicholas Ting...
Than Wen Cong kena scolded for playing too much...
After that went for life skills again...
Was playing and joking there...
After that went home!!

Tomorrow!!
Have to go for lessons and pratical lessons!!
Super shagged...
Feeling damm tired...

Lucky going out with the dudes next Tuesday...
Now I must start forcing myself to study already...
Test will be like coming up real soon!!

My dear, sleep early alright!!
Don't study too much...
Take proper breaks alright!!
If you're really tired please sleep okay!!
I love you!!

2009-01-22T02:53:00.000-08:00

Okay, Monday went to meet the guys....
Met them than headed to Cathy...
Walked around, Slacked....
Bianca took pictures with her new camera...
Forgotten the name of it...
Yeah, so took some pictures than went over to the train station...
Bought my SLR!!
Wanted a D.SLR but I got a SLR instead....
Cause it's kinda cheap....
Bought it for S$90....
But I'm already broke....
Darn it!! Bought my camera and my new MP3....
Now broke already!! Can't even withdraw money!!
Oh well, we plan to go out on Friday to play the camera's...

Been a long while since I skate!!
So today went out to skate with Naka...
We went to Ang Mo Kio to skate...
We had to find the spot, but still...
Yeah, kept walking till we found the spot...
Yeah, reached there, skate.
Darn it luh!! I fell!!
Started bleeding on my side!!
After that tried to heel flip...
Did it wrongly than hit my leg...
Ankle started bleeding!!!
After that I don't know what the hell I did!!
My thumb was bleeding also!!
ZZZ... Stupid sia...
But never mind me and Naka had fun!!
Sigh, don't know when we will be skating again...

Ang Mo Kio Skate Spot

My dear, it's going to be a tough time for us.
Both of us have to struggle on our studies and our relationship.
But as you said, we'll be the professional that juggle between both.
We'll both not let this relationship fail no matter what trial we get in.
In fact, the flame of our love will ignite to become a stronger flame.
This feelings of ours are that fire and it'll continue to grow.
I love you and that's what I'm saying from my heart.

2009-01-17T20:01:00.000-08:00

Monday 12/1/08
First month together with my dearest person...
Went out, forgot where we went to...
But still, I won't forget her...
She's too important to me at this point of time...
But still, we're going to experience a troubling time...
The super troublesome thing call school...
Not sure when we'll have time for each another...
School SUCKS!!!
But still, I know that both of us can pull through this...
Our love for each other will not break because of this,
In fact, it'll even be stronger and we'll treasure each other even more...
So dear, lets not worry too much....
As long as our feelings for each other is true,
Nothing can break us apart...

Friday 16/1/08
Had school today... Wasted time to go there...
Just some stupid police talk,
Followed by the CCA road show...
Hardly anyone bothered looking at it luh...
After that 1.30 went to class...
Had some class bonding games thing...
After that watched movie...
I was sleeping through it!!!
Release around 3plus...
Headed home... Prepared for prom...
After that headed out...
Went to find Sing Yi, talked to her awhile...
Thought I'll be late cause I went to look for Sing Yi first....
But ended up waiting for the rest at the bus stop with Bianca.
She wasted her money taking taxi over cause she thought she'll be late...
So after the rest came, we went in...
Talked a bit, ate, took pictures, danced, bonded...
So yeah, that was the main thing we did...
So yeah, kind of enjoyed myself...
Compared to school now, it's heaven!!!
So yeah.. Pictures are in the previous post.

2009-01-17T19:33:00.000-08:00

Tzefook
Classmates.
1 of the "4 kings".
A thing that we played.

Bolin.
A.K.A Winnie.
Service Learning Kachanaburi friend.

Yi Sheng
My zhong/boss.
Only afew of us will know why.

Muzzamel.
Almost became the prom king.
Too bad muzzy.

Marilyn.
My twin. Don't look like I know.
But the things that we experience are the same.

Liyan.
OBS friend.

Clifford.
Classmates.

Samuel.
OBS friend.

Eunice
(sorry if I spelled your name wrongly)
Got to know from Jingfang.

Johnathan.
I think. Forgot his name.
Service Learning Kachanaburi friend.
Prom King.

Qiyun
Classmate. Skater
Founder of skate crew.

Bianca.
Classmate

Dorcas.
Service Learning Kachanaburi friend.

Jing Fang.
God-Sister.
Service Learning Kachanaburi friend

Charmaine.
Got to know from Dorcas, Ralene, Amber and Bolin.

Nicola.
Got to know from Jing Fang.

Ralene.
OBS & Service Learning Kachanaburi Friend

Bolin, me, Dorcas
Kachanaburi friends.

Eunice, Nicola, me
Friends that met.

The Dudes from 4I'08

Class picture of class 4I'08
(Those who went for prom luh)

A guy and his camera.

2009-01-09T23:53:00.000-08:00

Okay, lessons finally started!!
First lesson ever was a disaster!!
Teacher just went on and on..
Was struggling to keep up!!
Not just me, the whole class luh!!
I think I can't slack as I use to anymore...
I can't grasp the concept of the thing yet...
Guess I'll have to start reading the book than...

Okay, Friday, Naka and Clifford started in Yishun ITE too...
Oh well, another two friends...
But still alone in class...
Oh well, no choice... I guess that's life...
So now there's me, Fook, Tang, Naka, and Clifford...
Fook, Tang and Clifford are in communications technology...
Naka is in Areospace technology...
I'm in Areospace Avionics...
So most of us are separated...
So sad. But hope we'll still be in contact though...

Sigh, currently my contact lens are giving me problems...
Need go bring it for servicing...
So might have to wear specs through 1week...
Sigh...

2009-01-07T01:14:00.000-08:00

Okay, ITE has started already...
Have been going for orentation this few days,
Today was the last day of orentation...

Monday, whole day introduction to the place and class...
Was kinda boring... Not bad actually...
Made quite a few friends on the first day...
Everything ended at 3...

Tuesday was super boring!!
Whole time was talking...
After that went Macpherson ITE for another talk...
After that had to sign up for an CCA there.
Kept walking around with my new friends.
Left there around 4, near 5...

Today, morning had some talk thing...
After that went to the classroom...
Teacher was angry for don't know what reason...
So heck care.. After that went for lunch...
After lunch had to watch some concert thing...
After watching, went back to class and did some things again.
Ended around 3.15 today.

Lessons going to start tomorrow.
So boring!! Ah well, time to experience ITE lessons anyway.

Have not been skating for quite a long time.
So boring!! So sad!!
Ah well, the time will time when I can skate again.

Long time never see my old classmates!
Wonder how their doing now.
What course their taking?
What CCA their taking?

Been a long time since I saw her I think...
I hope to go out with her soon...
But... Her school will be starting soon.
My school has already started and I'm like taking quite a few things.
So we'll both be busy.
So might not be able to meet up that often anyway.
Sigh... Super sad and shagg!!!

Long time never go down and run already.
Today just went down with my siblings for a run.
Ran over to my uncle's house.
Went to see his new house.
After that walked home.
Now nothing to do at home.
I shall bore myself to death now.

2009-01-03T08:58:00.000-08:00

So, finally not working anymore.
Last day was on Tuesday...
But my last day was screwed up!!
After break had to do dish up alone when it's busy!!
Quite difficult cause been a long time since I touched that area...
Next, closing. Did sauce alone...
Never mind, used to doing it alone...
But than those doing floor also playing instead of closing...
Super pissed off!!
Can go home earlier instead luh!!
After that, the aunty who wash the dishes one broke 16bottles in total!!
Had to find all those bottles and replace it...
Than I thought everything settled already,
That stupid guy who was playing
Spilled the whole bucket of water for the mop!
Super stupid luh...
Than he didn't mop it up but was spreading it luh!!
Stupid luh!! Wasted more time!!
Sigh, stupid last day to spent...
The only thing that cheered me up after that was my PAY!!!
SO HAPPY!! GOT MONEY!!!
Of course, talking to her does cheer me up too...

Friday went to buy my ITE uniform, registration and payment of school fees...
Stuff all my clothes into my bag...
My bag could have been a pillow for a day luh...
So big and soft. Went out after that...
Watched 7pounds...
Nice show... Sad too...

Today went out with her.
Spent time with her.
Enjoyed my time too.
Glad that she didn't mind going to that place.
Actually, she wanted to go there in the morning,
I asked her to go there after that.
Very coincidental.
Watched the sunset with her.
After that walked around Vivo.
I totally enjoyed my time with her.
She's seriously the one who can cheer me up now.
Thanks for always spending time with me my love!

Sigh, school starting on the 5th, Monday.
It's going to be super boring already.
After studys, N's. After N's work.
After work, go back to study!
Sigh!! The only time I enjoyed myself during the holidays was
Malaysia Skate trip and
Going out with her.
Haiz. So no life!!
I wanna kill myself already!!

Suppose to learn guitar.
But forgot the chords that Qiyun taught me.
How stupid can I be now!?
Sorry Qiyun. Forgot all the things that you taught me.

Sigh. I'm so bored now.
Maybe returning uniform tomorrow.
QIYUN!! WHY YOU NOT REPLYING MY SMS!!!

2008-12-28T05:20:00.000-08:00

Friday, went for the interview thing at Yishun ITE...
Was late actually but the thing it's self was late so was okay...
The interview was alright luh...
Was talking nonsense most of the time there...
Didn't wait for Naka because his started at 1...
At 12 I was already walking home and he was on his way...
So yeah, thank goodness didn't wait for him...
I ended around 10-11plus...
Forgot the time. The thing took quite long luh...
Had some crappy test thing also. Bullshit one!!

Results will be out only on 30th December...
Damm sian. Have to wait so long...
Actually it's only on Tuesday.

After that went to Zhi Sian's house...
Played guitar hero awhile than left already...

Saturday went to work...
Been awhile since I worked...
Was quite blur luh...
But still could manage it luh...
But now, whole time in kitchen...
Qiyun and Zhisian no more working...
Kitchen short of staff...

Planning to quit on Monday de...
But last day on Tuesday...
Scared they short of people so help awhile more...
Aiyah, 1day more only...
So no difference...
Work only lor...

Today went to take my scholarship thing...
Bloody hell!!!
Only got $300!!
But got certificate also luh...
Don't know why also...
But waited quite long for my turn...
My sister waited longer...
Stupid guy, say he'll make his speech short,
Ended up talking about things that's unrelated luh.
Shithead!! Waste time like siao!!

Damm bored now.
Nothing to do.
I think I'll watch anime since got nothing to do.
BORING!!!

Someone told me this:

As a couple,
Silence is comfortable,
As long as we both are happy together,
Nothing else matters.

This is something that hit me hard.
This is what a couple who are really in love with each another will say.
Neither of them will look at each other flaws
But learn to accept it.

All I can say after you message me this is that
My love for you has grown once again.
And that no matter what happens between us,
I wish we can maintain this relationship.
I truly love you and all I need now is you.
You'll me carved into my heart.

2008-12-25T04:53:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!

Okay, recent update.

23 December, Qiyun and Zhi Sian quit pepper lunch.
We went to eat things after work.
While walking, me and Aloysius saw a homosexual/transsexual.
Went to disturb than took photo.
BLOODY F*%KING HELL!!
Keep trying to touch me!!
Tried making me touch him by trying to manipulating my hands.
Lucky I'm stubborn enough to not do what I'm told.
Plus of all person is that transsexual!!
SCREW OFF MAN!!
Aloysius you lucky idiot!! Never kena from him!!
So sad luh!! Have to go home alone everyday now.
Will be lonely like what sia.

24-25 December, celebrated with her.
Enjoyed my time with her even though there was nothing to do.
Singapore too small, go where also can see familiar faces.
So, had to go to some place where we won't see much.
But still, quite dangerous.
But I'm happy to be with her.
Don't know why, hardly talk but I still feel happy with her.

My dear, you're not the one boring me.
I'm the one boring you.
So stop saying you're boring me!!
I don't mind us not talking.
Because with you I'm already happy as it is.

26 December, have to go to Yishun ITE.
Some application thing I guess.
But still have to work.
Super lazy to go work sia.
Cause sure tired cause I have to be at the ITE at 8.
But the thing is that I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO THERE!!!
Darn it! It's so early and I still have to go there!!
=-=" Very early sia.
I think I might call to ask to cancel my shift.
Too lazy to work.
I heard pragash going same course as me!!
At least I'll have a friend!! =)
But not confirm will be with him or not.
Sigh. Don't even know what course I'll be in.
But confirm is Areospace I think.

Sigh sian lao. No mood suddenly.
Going off.

LeGeNdFrEaK
25th December '08

2008-12-18T08:02:00.000-08:00

Okay, got back my results already.
Was not as good as I expected.
My aim was top3 in national.
But now I'm like not even top 3 in my class.
Sigh, my grades has gone down.
But I'm happy about my D&T.
I was expecting a D or a C,
But I got a B instead.
My mathematics I only got a B.
So unexpected luh.
But still, happy about my English and the others.
Today after collection of result went to Dover and ate.
After eating headed to Tiong and catch a movie.
"The day the earth stood still"
Boring movie. Not as nice as it looks.
Stupid waste of time shit.
After the movie headed home.
Boring day.

Confused if I should stay or go.
Qiyun and Zhisain are leaving,
Aloysius says his staying.
He wants me to stay but I don't know.
I'm planning to pin my decision on someone.
But that person also don't know whether to leave or not too.
So, I'll wait till the time comes.
Let things flow it's way.

Okay, submitted my ITE course application already.
Don't want to think of it anymore.
Irritating.
Because of it I have to think so much.
Because of thinking too much my head hurts now.
Total irritation!!

2008-12-16T08:55:00.000-08:00

N'level results: Thursday 18/12 2pm
It's like less and 2 days till collection of results...
To be exact it's 1day, 13hours 3minutes and don't know how many seconds...
(counting from when I just start typing this)
But yeah...
Don't know why I'm keeping note of it...
It's getting closer and closer...
Feelings? Nervous!!
I bet everyone all also nervous.

Today worked in the kitchen the whole day...
Helped out in part of the opening...
Those minor parts only luh...
But after today, I finally find kitchen quite fun...
Not when it's busy but when you're doing the order.
That's the time where you test all you learn and all that stuff...
Don't know why I find excitement in it...
Maybe cause I like to challenge myself or something.
But yeah... Morning was quite rushed...
Might have screwed up some orders but it worked out fine...
Before it got busy did a few orders...
Did some of the orders I didn't do before...
Quite fun and easy now that I know how to do it...
Now I realized, it's something like skating...
Just try it! You never try you'll never know...
Yeah.. So don't mind staying in kitchen now...
But the bad thing is.........
I shall say nothing from here onwards...

23 December will be my last day of work in pepper lunch.
Chang Wei already was saying how his going to miss the 3 of us whose leaving...
Plus feeling kind of bad cause after we leave, they might be short of staff....
But still, we guys need to do what we like,
SKATE!!!
Hahas, lame crap...
But yeah.. Totally need to practice my heelflip!!
My front side shuv it also got problem!!
Totally getting rusted in skating already....
Not yet unscrew my trucks out my broken board yet...
Too lazy to do so...
Independence trucks!!
Been with me for like more than 2years...
Although use to not skate much with it last time...
I mastered all my tricks with it!!
Anyway, time to change it...

Hm.. Been a long while since I came online...
Talked to quite a few people online too...
Been a long time since I came online too.
Sharing folder a lot of things.
Don't know why it's screwing up and keeps sending the things that are already sent.
Well, who cares luh...
I'll only settle it when I'm free...
My mail is also flooded...
Plus I have 3 freaking mails....
It's a disaster!!
But lucky everything I receive I'll delete it.
Depends on the sender though.

Arh!! Don't know why I'm saying all these also...
Tomorrow got work and I'm blogging..
Argh!! Got to sleep...
Heading out!

2008-12-10T09:18:00.001-08:00

Spammers, spam all you want.
You can just enjoy talking to yourself in my tagboard for all I care.
You can just use my tagboard as your chatroom.
I don't freaking care.
You maybe thinking,
You may think:
If I'm saying that I'm not caring about it,
Than why am I typing it?
Well, let just say I'm trying to show and determine that YOU just have no life.
That's all I can say.
But even if you want to continue or say more things here after you see this
FEEL FREE TOO
I gladly allow you to spam all you want.
I totally wash my hands of you hopeless fools.

Okay, forgetting those no life's.
Coming Thursday we're collecting our results.
Everyone looks forward to it but also afraid of not being able to achieve it.
For example me.
Target: Top3 in N'level in Singapore.
But don't think I can achieve it though.
Was playing throughout N'level period.
Even during the papers, we still go out and play.
Well, guess I'll let it all come to me when the time comes.

Currently working AS USUAL.
Well, it's okay luh. But starting to be boring already.
Yesterday was super busy.
Kitchen cocked up a little.
The order slip keeps printing.
Freaking thing even reached to the floor.
Stupid luh. Even Ah-Kai keeps saying I'm slow.
I think I suck at dish-up now.
Do things quite slow.

I think I might be able to master my Heelflip soon.
I can do it clean when I hold something.
But when I do it just like that.
I totally suck at it =.="
Stupid shit.

Okay, I'm getting bored again.
Maybe I'll look for PSP games to download.
But don't know where to find it also.

Prom nite is like around 1 more month.
Some where there luh.
Going as a class/group though.
Oh well. Better than not going at all.

Okay, Monday went for the Chalet.
It's only okay luh.
Thought it'll be better than last year's one.
But last year's one better.
Whatever luh. At least we had a Chalet.

BBQ was also okay only luh.
Didn't do anything much there.
But stayed until quite late.

Arh!! Staying at home is boring!!
Working also very boring!!
Everything seems so boring now.
I shall just wait at home and rot.

Even though we know nothing bout each other,
I'm glad that we're together.
Some times just talking to you makes me happy enough.
But some time I just want to good long look at you.
I don't know why it's happening so fast.
But all I know is that my feelings for you are true.

2008-12-07T04:35:00.000-08:00

Past week went back to work already.
Slight changes but I can cope with the new things.
Nothing interesting this week though.
Only went back to Toys R Us on Friday to collect my second pay.
Got $181.25.
Going for Chalet on Monday.
Planning to skate there actually.
But I think after I skate I will sleep.
Cause the next day I'm working 12-11 again.
Stupid like not going to have proper rest already.
Tomorrow working 12-11!!
Good thing, pay is times 1.5.
Bad thing, will be too tired for the chalet.
I think I'll pack my things into the skate bag.

Weird thing is that halfway when I was working,
I keep thinking that I'm playing basketball.
But after that I'll be like super blur.

Another weird thing was that this whole week I did not eat at all.
But I don't feel hungry at all!!
The problem was, when I ate anything at all,
I'll either puke or feel like puking.
I drink one cup of drink already will feel full already.
So this whole week hardly ate anything.
So maybe the BBQ won't eat much also.

I'm like so bored.
There's nothing to blog,
Nothing to watch,
Nothing to play.
I'm not sure why I'm still here trying to blog when there's nothing to blog.

Long time never play basketball,
Long time never play soccer,
Long time never go out and have fun,
Been one week since I skate.
I miss skating again!!
Must master heel flip soon!!
Darn it!! So close!!

Don't know when I'm quitting soon.
Cause I might need money.
Things are getting screwed up.
So I might be staying at pepper lunch for awhile longer.
Qiyun, you should know the reason luh hor.

A few more weeks/days to collection of results!
So stress!! I hope that I can achieve my target!
Top 3 in N'level for the nation.
But I don't think I can get my aim.
I screwed up in my Mathematics!!
Confirm screw up one!!
Muzzamel's food which caused us to have stomach ache...
Darn it!! I couldn't concentrate because of it!!
D&T I also screw up!
I hardly knew anything on the paper luh!!
Chinese I'm sure I'll pass it,
The rest all I'm not too sure.

After that still have to stress on what course to take
Don't know if I want to work part time while studying.
Arh!! I'll let faith decide for me.
Let the lord guide my to the correct path.

I shall get out of here now, wasting too much time trying to blog

2008-11-30T03:45:00.000-08:00

Finally back in Singapore....
Took Monday off too...
Have some thing to do...
After coming back to Singapore, got a bad news...
So no choice...
So tomorrow going to settle those things...
Tuesday going back to work...

Malaysia Skate trip was fun!!
Total of 5day and 4 nights...
We were told 4days and 3nights...
So had some unpacked things and short of money...
But still, we survived...
Don't really remember what we did there though...
But all I remember is that we went to 2 skate parks...
Shar Alarm and Mount. Kiara
Don't know how to spell those two places but we went there...
Went to Shar Alarm to play Pool things and
Went Mount Kiara to play vert things...
Both was fun but Shar Alarm was better...
Managed to do more tricks there and could skate better there...
But the still, Mount Kiara was good too...
At least it is compared to Singapore's Skate park...
Funny thing is that we keep going to the same shopping center to shop for stuffs..

During the night, all we do is watch movies...
It was okay cause everyday have different shows to watch...
When we were in hotel, we like only watch movies and talk...
Did nothing much in the hotel because there's not much facilities there...
But still, we managed to have fun...

Skate Skate Skate!!!
It was so fun...
I almost mastered my Heel Flip!!
So close... Never mind, try harder...
Did one vert trick too...
If practice a little more sure can master,
But trouble as always...
MY EYE!!! Screw it!!
Keep hurting like hell!!
I managed to 50-50 the freaking pole at Shar Alarm too!!
It was like damm shoik!!

Okay, now if I'm not working that means I have to stay at home...
Have things to do...
Hope can settle all this things soon...

Very bored now...
The anime Soul Eater now licenced...
Can't watch online anymore...
Super boring...
Don't have games to play too...
Is don't want to download not don't want to play...
Maybe I'll watch movies online...
Maybe skate videos...
Or maybe anime again...
But all I know I'm bored...

Maybe next trip we're going Shanghai or Perth to skate...
Yeah!! Fun again!!
Lets go!! HELL YEAH!!!

Gan & Yun at Shar Alarm
Me, Muzz & Naka at Mount. Kiara
Muzzamel look like a smoker/drug addict
Plastic Wood Crew
Malaysia trip

2008-11-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

Friday went back to school!!
Heard that the indoor sports hall was already open...
So went back to play basketball...
Note to self: exercise more!!
Played 5 minutes only and so fast tired already!!
So shoot a little than started playing matches...
Zhi Sian was reluctant to go in at first
Because the got put some net thing to block...
But we climb in instead...
So yeah, played basketball, played matched...
After that headed to Dover market...
Ate than went to Zhi Sian's house...
Played Guitar Hero: World Tour!!!
It's the newest version of Guitar Hero...
So there's total of 4 players...
Singer, Bass, Guitar and drums...
So Zhi Sian and Tze Fook played bass and guitar...
Qiyun was the singer and I was the one playing the drums...
When we were starting, something funny happened...
The song was about to start than Qiyun got a call...
But he was holding onto the mike,
So he told us his mother is calling him...
And the sound came out from the TV sia...
Super funny... The screen was showing the fans screaming and all that too!!
All of us were laughing like hell luh...
Left his house around 7plus only....

Yes Yes Yes!!
Malaysia trip in less than 2days!!!
Okay, packed my stuffs already...
Now left my passports and the my other things...

Slacking today!!
Went to church previously...
Came home used the computer for awhile,
Long time never used it already...
So now, blogging!!

Man, I'm thinking of basket ball again...
My shooting sucks more than usual already...
The last time I played before Friday was in the beginning of the year!!
Now I totally sucks at basketball...
Not only that,

Wednesday went to skate,
Brought my deck out to skate cause started work at 5..
Went to the skate park to skate...
Damm it!! A few weeks never skate,
Now sucks already...
Ollie also got problem...
Don't know how to survive in Malaysia...

Time to catch up with all the anime...
Long time never watch...
Hitman Reborn!!!
Naruto!!
One Piece!!

Lol... I know I being damm childish...
But no choice... Nothing to do at home..
So watch lor... Aw.. So bored already...
Darn it... I need to find something interesting to do and to bring over to Malaysia...
I might die there...

Indoor sports hall!!

2008-11-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

Hey people,
Been a long time since I updated...
(Yeah, I know!!
I've been trying my best to even use the computer!!)
Yeah.. Anyway,
Currently working at Pepper lunch,
Got paid $212 from toys r us...
Stupid, my money inside is like getting lesser and lesser...
Who cares luh, not bothered by it anyway...
Okay, some main things to remember!!

Malaysia Skate Trip!!
Notes to take for it:

1) Passport - check that it is valid for more than 6 months after 25 Nov.

make a photocopy for carrying around to prevent loss of real one.
Keep passport with you always but in KL, keep in car with other valuables.

2) Money - please change enough for use before leaving Singapore

Don't keep money all in one place - in case of pickpocket.

Bring the amount you want to bring, for buying stuff or shoes or whatever.

3) Electronics - Bring what you want, mp3, handphone. Will not be leaving in room.
But in the car. Bring a small bag to keep them in, if you want.

4) Toiletries - Bring what you need to use. Share if the other doesn't mind.

Please bring your own towel too.

5) Sleeping bags - Please bring if you have cause like I said, the room only has 1 bed for
2 people, so someone has to take turn sleeping on the floor - to cut cost.

6) Suitcase - Bring only enough clothes for your 5 days - 4 nights stay in KL.

7) Departure : Please be at the Railway station by latest 7 a.m. for check in and immigration

procedures.

Okay, next thing....
Just checked my E-mail...
Guess what I saw!!
Prom Nite 2008

Funny, my sis just went for her's and I received this mail...
Well, I think there's a dance for this one...
My sis prom didn't have dance...
Don't know why though....

I have already tried asking the person I want to go with to go with me,
But, she said she might be busy on that day....
Well, just my luck huh...
Well, even if I don't have a partner for the prom,
I'll still be going anyway...
Qiyun will be going,
Wondering whose his going to ask out for prom...
Still wondering...
I know who Zhi Sian will ask for prom...
Well wishing him the best of luck...
I know that it might not go that well...
But still, I'll support him!!
Aloysius have already asked Michelle Leong,
She already agreed...
Lucky guy...

Don't think Tze Fook and Jing Tang will be going to the prom...
It'll be sort of boring without both of them...
No stupid jokes which we guys find funny....

Been a long time since I went out with my classmates...
Well, I hope I'll be meeting them soon...
So far, saw quite a few Fairsians and Ex-Fairsians...
So, yeah.... Not much classmates though...
But who cares, I'm have enough fun working with my 5 other friends...
Tze Fook, Qiyun, Jing Tang, Aloysius and Zhi Sian...

Friday going back to school,
Planning to go back and play basket ball...
Wanted to play captain's ball too,
But too many people can't make it...
Asked a 4D girl in the bus on the way home one day...
Asked Liyan, asked Yi Ting....
Don't know who else to ask...
Maybe going back to play basket ball only....
Going to try out the school's new indoor sports hall...
Hope it didn't delay in the opening...

Don't know why I'm being so random with my typing too....
Maybe following my sister's style of blogging already...
Both of us are random....

Hmm... Let's see, what else....
Don't really know what to blog about....
Hahas... Long time never blog already...
Can't blame me.... Hahas....

Thanks Yi Ting for sending me that mail about the prom....

I'll be waiting for you,
No matter what,
I'll be true to you...
I'll be waiting for your hand,
To accept me and we'll have that last dance...
Even if we don't go there together,
I hope we can be still together...
My love for you is true and I just want to be with you...
But even if you go with another guy,
I'll be wishing you the best wishes...
I'll tell the guy that his the most lucky guy
Because he is able to get you...
Because to me, you're the most important..
This are the word that I want to tell you the most,
I love you

2008-11-08T22:46:00.000-08:00

Finally! A day off....
Super tired...
Leg feels super weak...
Been working 12-11 this whole week...
The worse was Saturday...
A lot of people...
Started work on Tuesday...
6-11... First day....
After that 12-11 all the way...
I thought the first day was bad...
It just got worse...
Working here is way better than Toys R Us....

Wanted to skate today... too lazy and tired to go out....
Sorry Amber, even though you asked me
To join you and Ralene for frisbee and I didn't go...
Too tired...

This whole week will be 1-11
Now 1hour lesser than last week...
But 1 hour lesser break also =.="
Screw it!!!
But Qiyun Tzefook they all all work the timing all like one kind one sia...
All make like 5-11, 3-9 that kind one sia...
Only me and aloy choinging this week...

Sain....
Can't wait for Malaysia skate trip...
After that can't wait for results...
I'm so sure I won't meet my target,....
I screwed up a lot of the papers...
Sigh.... Hope everything will work out than

I'll be waiting for you,
No matter how long it gets,
No matter what distance is between us,
Me feelings for you will not change...
I love you, it is true.
My love for you will always be in my heart...
Even if you reject me,
Even if you get together with another guy,
I'll still love you...
My heart will not waver for whatever reason anymore...
I'll be waiting for you till you accept me
Even if it's till eternity

2008-11-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

Been a week since I stopped working at toys r us...
Had the interview at pepper lunch...
But, the manager have not called.....
Tze Fook and Qiyun say the manager will call me today...
But if I don't get the job by today maybe I'll have to go find a job and work without friends....
Which will mean boring working hours....
But I hope that I'll still be able to work with my friends luh....
Well now hoping that the freaking manager will call me....

Currently at home, thinking about a lot of things....
Actually not a lot of things....
It's just that all the things add up to one major decision....
Which is "what course to take in ITE"
I've been thinking, if I want to advance to a course I want in the future,
I'll have to link the courses that I'm taking properly...
Cause if I take service skills (office),
I don't know if I'm able to link it all the way to law....
If I take precision engineering, I'm sure it won't link to law either...
But when I think downwards,
I don't know law links to what in ITE....
Screw it... Major as usual....
I think I'll stick to service skills (office)
From there if it does not link, I'll take a new course
Which will be law...
But for the law, I think I'll take business law profession....
Unless I get into pure law course...
Than I'll take the law which covers all profession...
Business, family and so on...
Even though it'll be a long long road ahead for me....
But I'm prepared to take it on....

Hm... Now about more relax thing....
I can now do Ollie-South!!!
Hell yeah.... Naka says it's ollie south,
Gan just continue keeping his mouth shut....
So I think it's ollie-south...
But Gan can ollie-south 180....
Like what the hell....
What worse, my front side shuv it became worse after working....
Screw it!! Need to practice it again....
Now training for heelflip also...
Argh!! I want to master all my tricks already....
But now my switch ollie can do abit already....
Need to get use to not holding things and being able to do it now...
So yeah, now training for:
1. Perfect ollie south
2. Front side shuv it
3. Heelflip
4. Switch ollie
Yeah... currently that's about all....
Train train train!!!
Malaysia trip!!!!!
The problem is money!!!
Stupid luh, they only paid me my first week's pay...
The second week's pay is next month...
Stupid screwed up shit....

Anyway, just checked and found out something....
I have to wait for 1year++ for a movie to come out!!!
The movie is called:
Maximum ride: The Angel's Experiment
The first Maximum ride movie!!
But it'll come out in 2010....
Sigh.... Have to wait for so long....
But still, I'll still watch it...
It's a highly recommended movie....
A must watch!!!
I can't wait for the rest of the movie to come out too,
Maximum Ride: School's Out Forever
Maximum Ride: Saving the World and other Extreme Sports
Maximum Ride: The Final Warning
This are the main movies that I want to watch!!
Sigh.... So bored... Well, I'm going now....

2008-10-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

Friday went out with Kokloong, Jowin and Melissa.....
Went to watch High School Musical 3 with them...
The theater was quite full, almost could not get a early show.....
Bought tickets than went to eat....
After eating finish still had time so went upstairs to play pool....
Had to teach Jowin and Melissa how to play....
Plus I think I might have improved from last Saturday....
Last Saturday I couldn't get at least 1 ball in....
Now at least still can play better....
After watching the movie, walked around taka...
Saw Qiyun working at pepper lunch,
Didn't call out to him cause the place looks busy....
After walking around headed home...

Me & Kokloong

Saturday, worked full shift...
Aloysius was super swuay,
He came on Saturday just to find out that his NOT working on Saturday....
He had to go home cause Erwan keep insisting....
So yeah, had to work without him....
Well since it was a weekend, many people will go there more...
So there was no truck that came in....
Most of the people did floor while BM's have to stand by...
I had to do the baby section this time...
So irritating!!!! Every time I clear one area and go on to the next,
People will mess up the area that I've already clean...

Plus something stupid happened....
I think my trademark face made a kid cry....
I was like staring at the parents and I think the kid was looking at me...
When I turn over to the kid, he started crying.....
I was like what the hell!! Why did this kid randomly cry....

Yeah so today was the first time in all Saturdays that finished early...
We finished around 11.30...
But we did not went home straight away....
Because there were 3philipines guys with the overseas attachment thing...
It was their last day, so as tradition in Toys R Us...
They got sling wrap by us with stuff on them...

The first person we did was Roel...
His super strong!! 5 Guys can't even hold him down....
Plus he can break the wire thing that was put to hold his hand....
His super strong luh....
Even after we sling wrap him to the chair and got his hand tied again....
He still managed to get out of it without any help luh....

The next person was Harvey than Browen....

Harvey had a huge bottle the was sling wrapped with him...
Making it look like a super large private part of the guy....
Plus when he finally got out of the sling wrap (he got sling wrap onto a chair too)
The bottle was leaking... Making it look as though his peeing....

Browen got sling wrap onto the pole which is near the trolley....
At first we wanted to put him onto the fire truck,
But it was too difficult... So moved to the pole...
Sling wrap him at the pole and started taking pictures....

So after pictures got them out...
While Kenny was helping Harvey to cut the sling wrap out,
He accidentally cut Harvey's neck....
Super stupid.... Lucky it was a slight touch....
Anyway, got all of them out and went to Harbor Front Mac's....
Took pictures there and cab home....
I was lucky they forgot I was having last day too!!
Or else I could have gotten sling wrapped...
Plus I'll not have any strength to struggle....
Had to grab all 3 of them... Plus hold them while the struggle...
I can say that it was a much tougher job than cleaning up...

Well, time for this freak to get out of this freaky lab and get it's freedom...
Even if I have to get catch and put into a cage again,
I'll never go back to the same cage...

Me & Harvey
The one who taught me things about BM

Group photo

Me, Kenny & Sirin
While waiting for the others,
It's either Kenny's phone got problem or it's the lighting...

Even till now all I think about is you,
No matter how busy I maybe or how troubled I am,
You're always there on my mind...
You're like the king who controls my heart and mind,
You're the one that I have loved for so long...
It feel like eternity since I seen you...
I missed you but I know that it's going to be a long wait before I can see you again...
I miss you and I love you...

2008-10-20T09:45:00.000-07:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Great!! Now I'm a women...
But not bad... I empress, Tze fook the Emperor...
We pei each another....
Sigh, I miss all my friends!!
Friends from the same class and friends from another class...

Oh well, soon I can go out with them anyway...
I officially finish work on Monday!!
Last day of work...
No more irritating stuck up ass hole as a boss,
No more manager to keep asking you to do thing but not other people,
No more listening to people talk in malay and guess what if their talking bad about you,
No more straightening to do...
Best of all, NO MORE RESHOPPING!!!
Oh I so look forward to finishing my last day!!

Tomorrow going out with Kok Loong...

I miss you,
Your beauty had always brighten my day,
You're the one that makes me happy,
You're the one I miss the most...
When I think of those times we spent,
I'll just be filled with happiness...
A happiness that I never felt before...
When I see you,
I'll just feel like it's a whole new life for me and
It'll be as though I'm looking at an angel...
When I hear you,
It would be like a melody that sounds so pleasant
That it'll reach even the highest of heaven...
Even those little things we did together
Means a big significance to me...
All I want to tell you is that
I love you, with all my heart and all my soul,
With this love I promise that it'll last,
With whatever memories/times we had till now,
It'll be in my heart....

2008-10-19T02:03:00.000-07:00

Thursday, suppose to have some training thing...
Made me waste more than 3hours just by traveling and waiting...
Stupid people, come so late... After that went home...
Slept for awhile than prepared for work...
Went to work, work was as usual, tiring...
Slog like hell!! Finished around 11.50+...
But after that celebrated Citra's birthday...
They cling wrap her to a chair and started putting makeup plus a wig...
The group of us student working took pictures with her too...

Friday, today no work, went out with Kokloong and Qihui....
Went for the special ITE trainee ship thing...
Met them later than the meeting time cause set wrong alarm...
Trained over to boon keng, tried to find our way to the ITE there...
Ended up me trying to remember how to read a map...
What's best about the map... It hardly has any info....
So somehow got there but had to wait for Marilyn...
After she reached went to register for the thing...
Waited for our turn cause we had to register and
Did the the application online at the ITE...
After that went to Hougang, went to Marilyn's house...
Went to Hougang mall for lunch with them than went back to her house...
Slacked there and took our family picture...
Went home around 6-7 plus...
Took 74 all the way to dover than took train...
Super tired when got home... Used the computer awhile than went to sleep...
Saturday, worked full shift...
Don't know why but today keep shitting...
More than 5 times...
Maybe ate something wrong on my way home yesterday...
Started work from morning...
Worked till 1today...
Super tired!!
Plus i think my god-bro complained about the work there....
Because of the timing and all that stuff....
So yeah the manager was pissed off with me after that...
So that's my guess...
Lucky today not truck with new stock...
Everyone could've died if it did come...
So mostly helped people to find their stuff that they want...
Yeah, after that Dinner and than straightening and reshopping...
Reshopping was the worse....
Everyone took at least 1hour to do half of the toys...
Yeah ended with me sweeping half the store...

After work which offically ended at 1 plus...
Went to Cine.... Met Mattew(god-bro), my brothers and people from CARE....
So met them and went upstairs...
Played pool to 3-4 plus than went to eat...
Didn't eat as I usually could.... Don't know why too....
After than went home... Reached around 5 plus....
Woke up around 10-11 today for church...
Couldn't sleep properly too... Super shag...

Well now I'm no planning to change job....
But have to wait for a week before I can...
Have to take and pass them the resignition form...
And it is must tell 7days in advance...
Oh well, no more stress if i quit...
Can go enjoy life...

Thanks Ralene and Amber for visiting...
Sorry couldn't entertain you two....
All the best for your O' level papers...

2008-10-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

Gan posing my deck for me....

My new Deck's brand...

Yes!! Finally got a new deck...
So far I've changed my board 3 times....
First one was blank(Good for beginners)....
Second one is either flip or blank... Took it from Qiyun one..

Third one is Safari(This board sucks!!)....
Now my fourth one... Dark star!!
It's my fourth deck and my second set....
It consist of:
Dark star board,
Speed Demon wheels, trucks and bearings I think
My other deck, the older one consist of:
Safari deck,
Independent trucks,
Blank wheels and bearings...

Tried it out yesterday when I bought it...
Super fast!! Super nice!!
But don't know why a deck as fast as that can be so slow when Zhi Sian uses it...
Oh well, I just need to season the bearings now....
Than it'll be faster than the speed now!!
The new board is already way faster than my old board...
So after it becomes season, I bet it'll super fast!!!
But I thin I'll wait till my old one breaks before I change...
At most now I keep playing rails and and rails...
Maybe like that can break faster ;p

I still want to skate... But I'll be starting work on Monday!!
So irritating!! Can't go out night skating with the guys!!!
Super sad!! But it's all for the Malaysia trip that we're planning to go...
No choice... But if you all suddenly cancel it I'll slap your faces!!!
Actually I haven asked my mom a second time...
Don't know if she'll allow cause of all the things happening at Malaysia...
Hope can go luh....

Speaking of work, I'm starting tomorrow...
Sigh... Sian lao.... Cannot skate all that lao...
This year my holiday like no holiday sia...
Shag... Screw it.. Just hope for a good post somehow....
The shift timing also is screwed one!!!
Morning shift is 10-7.30
Afternoon shift is from 2-11 or maybe 12
Than still have to report half an hour earlier one...
Damm it luh... I don't know how I'm going to cope on the first day...
Have to bring my grandmother go hospital than bring her back home...
Than have to rush all the way back to vivo to go work....
AH!!! Screw my life luh....
I think I'm torturing myself this year!!

I'll look forward to going to with the guys after work...
Night skating!!!
I'll also look forward to going out with Ralene, Amber, Jing fang and the rest...
Somehow I promised them I'll go out with them...
Oh well, kinda fun being around them too...

Oh crap!! Just remembered!!
I have not yet decide what course I planning to take...
I have two choice, but don't know which one to choose...
Either Precision Engineering or Service Skills(office)
I need to decide it quickly too...
Cause if I'm taking service skills,
I'll be taking the trainee ship thing
It'll be using the prelims grades of mine...
The trainee ship thing will have an interview thing soon...
Just hope I can decide it before Friday...
Sigh, Life seriously sucks!!

Qiyun!!
I starting work already... Cannot practice much already!!
The more you tell me slowly the more kan kiong I get about learning it luh!!
Anyway still got some parts we haven decide yet...
So how... See when I free go your house do those parts okay....

Ralene, I think it would be best if you could just forget it...
But I know that it's not going to be easy because of what happened because of it....
But I suggest if you want to settle it,
Wait till your O's alright...
I know both of it is important to you,
But your O's is more important...
Don't let something like that affect you alright...

Amber, You like very easy break down one leh...
I think you let every small little things affect your life...
Which you should'nt... I know it easy said than done,
But at least if you try you can achieve something....
Don't be so negative and emo till you say you rather be dead and all that...
You still have friends who are concern about you...
Ignore what other people have to say about you...
You live your own life!!

2008-10-10T05:05:00.000-07:00

Okay, update... I said I will...
I got the job, but I don't think I'm liking the job...
Didn't hear properly the pay though...
The job... I also don't know...
Confused... Didn't listen to most of the things...

Okay other than that....
Dedications... Well wrote to some of my class mates already...
Well I shall write to the others...

Tze Fook, we had fun in sec2...
Doing all those stupid things together and making jokes...
Our worse joke was when we tried to help Zhi Sain and Singyi together,
But it ended up with you being with her...
I'll miss the fun the had this year too...
It was enjoyable, all those jokes and pranks...
I'll miss the time we had together...
Plus thanks for helping me download all those songs...
Thanks for doing all those other things without second thoughts too...
I'll miss you my friend...
I hope we can still contact each another

Zhi Sian, you've always had the positive attitude...
Though at times we insult/bully and irritate you,
You seem to not say and do anything in return...
It's fun having you around, but sometimes,
Don't speak too complicated...
I'll have an headache...
But having you around is fun...
That's the truth...
Well what's now is that you master your Ollie!!
Do your best in anything that you do and you'll achieve your goal...
I hope we can still contact each another

Ralene, we knew each other in OBS,
The camp was fun and it was great knowing you...
After OBS we continued to contact each other...
We even went to Service learning together...
The preparations and the trip was great...
I enjoyed the time we spent together during the trip...
We had more than 10 kids making fun of us...
Well I enjoyed the time we know each other
and I'll miss you too, I'll never forget you too ...
It's great knowing you...
I hope we can still contact each another

Amber, it great knowing you during service learning,
I enjoyed the time when we went out together...
We even did something as stupid as begging outside a shop...
Talking to you at times was fun,
But it was kind of difficult to persuade you to stop thinking about stuff...
It was kind of hard giving you advices too
Because I hardly ever tell people what to do...
You should be honored that I helped you that much!!
Well, it was fun and I won't forget the fun times we had together...
I hope we can still contact each another
And stop calling me werewolf!! You seductive ghost!!

Jing Fang, I only noticed you during OBS...
But only knew you during service learning...
I enjoyed the time we spent during service learning...
Thanks for being my listening ear,
I'm sorry that most of the time, all I do is listen...
I'm not the kind who give much advices...
But it was great knowing you...
I hope we can still contact each another

Johnson, thanks for that dedication you wrote for me...
I'll try writing for you but can't guarantee it'll be long...
Well, having you as a classmate sure is great...
Seeing you making fun of Naka and the others was really funny...
We used to share things together but now not that much...
Well, if you need me as a listening ear feel free to find me...
Well, I'll miss you as a friend and a classmate...
Hope we can still contact each other....

Singyi, we used to always go home with kok loong after school together...
Most of the time we'll be cracking jokes and all that...
But now we hardly go home together...
It seem we only crack jokes only at time in school...
I still remember the time you tell me things....
It was more like complaining about that guy than commenting about him..
But I enjoyed the time we had in class...
I hope we can still contact each other...

Li yan, we used to talk a lot after OBS
But now we hardly talk,
Thanks for being my listening ear at that moment
When I needed someone to talk to...
I do hope we can still contact each other at times...
Let have some class competition some times...

Jun Weng, though we're not in the same class for 3 years,
We still do talk to each another a lot,
We even played quite a few times....
It's fun being around you too...
All the best for your N's next year
and all the best for your O's the year after
It's great knowing you

Boaz, though we're not in the same class for 3 years,
We still played basket ball for the past 2 years....
Thanks for coaching me with the shooting technique...
It''s fun being around you too...
All the best for your N's next year
and all the best for your O's the year after
Don't tell anyone what I did that time alright ;)
It's great knowing you...

Richelle, Don't worry too much about your peer pressure...
Just carry on with what you're doing,
Follow your heart and do what you think is right...
Don't let minor things to get you down...
Don't live your life as a lie...
You'll regret it... Trust me...
Based on experience this is the truth...
Make friends with the correct people...
Don't fall into bad influence...
I bet we'll still contact each other...
I'm your listening ear remember....

Hong Wei, yo dude...
Thanks for being my listening ear...
You're the one that encourage me during the times we're together...
I miss those time we had in the class,
Our laughter was so loud that it pissed the teacher off...
It's those time that I miss...
Well I hope we can still contact each other...

Naka, you're the friend who always listens to my problem...
You're a great pal with a positive attitude too...
You're also the one who helped me with some of tricks in skating...
You also never retaliate when people insults you...
You're the kind of friend that everyone loves...
I'll miss you my friend... Let keep in contact as much as possible alright!!

Muzzamel, you always seem to be making excuses to not meet up with us.
But it's alright dude, we still love you...
You're the kind who can keep secretes...
Thanks for being my listening ear
When I needed to talk to you seem to be there for me at times...
It's great being around you too...
You're uber fun to be with... I bet I'll miss you!!
I also hope we can keep in contact as much as possible too alright...

Pictures of memories

Skate crew and skate pictures

NakaMeQi yun
Crew War

Class

People I'll miss

Kachanaburi

Bunkers....
Too sick to take photo
=.="

2008-10-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, Exams are over (like finally!!)...
So it's all relax time now... Do your best O'level people!!
But now our crew is finding for job...
We planned a Malaysia skating trip...
But now, the problem is cash...
Got an interview today!!
Hope everything will be alright with the interview...
Hope Aloysius will get in too...
Than it'll be me, Aloysius and Muzzamel working together!!
Yeah!! All the fun!!
But the sad thing is Qiyun, David gan, Zhi Sian and Naka have not yet gotten the call...
Well wishing all of us the best of luck alright...

I'll update when I come home from the interview!!
Let do our best plastic wood crew!!!
I'll try to write dedications to people later...
All the best O'level people and the crew!!

A reflection of my life

2008-10-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah it's as I titled it...
A reflection of my life
It's about the time we guys spent together fooling around...
Well I'm doing this because Qiyun also did it...
Just doing what he did...
Hehe... Sorry Ah-yun... Copied your idea...

Well it all started with going into Sec 1...
Hardly know everyone... Everyone was each another strangers...
Not speaking to each another,
Being childish and picking fights for fun...
Doing all sorts of stupid things that we thought was fun but it was utterly stupid...
This were the times when we were till childish...
But it was the time when we started to have new friendships...

Qiyun I still remembered what you forced me to do!!
I hate it luh!! Lucky it's LONG over and nothing happened...

Sec2 was fun, Qiyun, me and David Gan started our skating crew...
It all started with the 3of us.. .
Not knowing anything but enjoying our self..
Made quite a few bonds and have not really matured much...
Everything we did was still childish...
I still remember the first time we brought our skateboard to school...
We skate at the basketball court and got caught by Mrs Lim...
The second thing I remembered is that we were childish enough
To fold paper bullets and start shooting at each another...
The worse was when we shot our Social Studies teacher...
Talking about him, I still remember the time you all pretended to cut Qihui's hair...
It was a painful experience for you guys right?
But as times goes by, more people started to join...
Damia, Nakapragash, Muzzamel...
But as the crew got bigger, we continued to skate and enjoy our self...

Oh remember Sec2 camp, Naka went into the girls toilet
Me, Qiyun and David have to squeeze at the corner of the bunk...
Bianca not wanting to cross the log thing...
I kan kiong and jump over the web thing and my specs spoiled...
Planes flying pass when we want to sleep...
Didn't get to play the flying fox because of rain...
Muzzamel commented about a skate trick which he thought it was a real thing...
The trick Backside switch or something like that...
Than we joked at him switching the butt with the guy with the fat butt who danced during the camp...

Sec3, all of us started to mature...
I hardly skate with you guys anymore...
You all started to jam at that point of time...
At that point of time I had no interest in music...
But everything else went on smoothly...
The year went by without any problems...
Nothing major happened except that
I got my hand injured during the ITE course thing...
Plus that was the time when we had the test thing...
Super funny when I had to hold the tray with one hand and the other hand bandaged right...
Started to play basketball everyday after school too...
Many fun times we had during this year...
But as the year ended, I feel like doing a lot more things with the guys...
But I did not because I closed up myself this year...
Didn't speak too much...

The most thing I remembered in Sec3 was that
We every time thought got attire check
So every time also go toilet hide during assembly...

Sec4, our last year... Everyone have matured...
The class got closer and everyone knew everyone...
Johnson started to acknowledge Naka, David and Muzzamel by scolding you all..
Nothing much happened...
Although a few times we had conflicts, we still patch up and become friends...
Everyone started to concentrate on their N'levels...
But most of the time fooling around...
This year, I started to skate a lot more...
Found my interest in skating this year,
Only started to learn properly this year...
This was also the year that I started jamming with the guys...
It was also the thing that I got interest in at the end of last year...
This year we had many class things to work out together...
We didn't just do it... We did it with fun and style..
I'm so going to miss all of you guys...
All the fun time that we had, I'm going to miss it...
And as Qiyun said, I love you guys...
You guys just rock my life!!

Qihui, thanks for always being there to support me whenever I'm feeling troubled...
Thanks for always being there to listen to what I have to say and
Thanks for giving me advices...
Well if you do have any problems you can find me too...
I'm willing to be your listening ear
Just like how you were mine when I'm in need...
It's fun talking to you most of the times,
Most of the time when the three of us are together
(you, me and Kokloong)
We'll just start joking and fooling around...
Well, both of us know that there's a problem going on,
and I know you're very concern about it...
But If I really do leave, make sure you do forget about me...

Marilyn, you're the one who always understand me the most...
It's like as though you can see through me...
You know that I'm feeling upset even though I might be smiling and joking around...
I want to thank you... I heard and I know what's happening now...
You could have told me earlier!! I'm willing to support you!!
No matter what happens now, stay your usual happy self alright...
I don't want to see you upset because of those things...
You can come to me.. I'll be your listening ear...

Kok Loong, It was a coincidence that our sister know each another,
It was also a coincidence that we're class mates...
But now, we're close friends... Being around you really cheer me up...
You know when to make people laugh and when to do the right thing...
It's really great being around you...
Lets meet up after we graduate, together with our sisters also can...

Aloysius, Although we may have fought quite a few times this year,
We always patch up and become good friends...
Some time we would just start talking about serious stuff,
But most of the time, we'll just be goofing off...
It's really nice hanging around with you and the guys...
Although some times we don't see eye to eye,
We can still work things out...

Qiyun, you're one of the closest guy friend that I have...
We have always been hanging out ever since sec2,
When we skate, when we play basket ball and when we do our class things...
We're always facing the obstacles together,
Not only the both of us but together with the others too...
It's really fun being with you...
There is always a sport revolving around when we're out...
There's hardly a dull moment when we're out
(not applied to studying and shopping for people's b'day present)
You're a great friend to joke with and to be with...
Hope we can still skate when we're in ITE man!!

Ronald, though we do not talk much and don't hang out as much,
But some time talking to you can be fun...
The best thing I'm going to remember about us is
That we're rivals in our studies...
It's really fun competing with you because we never know who will beat who...
So far you won me more than I won you...
But it was fun till it lasted...
Going to miss having a rival that I can joke and play with...

Well now there's left 2 more papers...
After that we won't be seeing each other anymore...
This are this times that I'm going to miss..
Our path of life will carry on from here...
It's the new path of life that everyone will have to walk through...
Well guys, lets enjoy the time we have left together!!

2008-10-04T05:31:00.001-07:00

Okay! Update after long time!!
N'level left 2paper and
Express people study break started....
Well, Recently choinging exams...
It's going to finish on Thursday!!
Like HELL YEAH!!!
No need come school like at all!!!
Planning Malaysia's skate trip!!
But need to work for money first....
Yeah SKATE!!!
Well, Wishing those people taking O'level
Best of luck!!
Pictures!!

Ack! Ghost!!

Just kidding, phone effect..
Too fast...
Oh... Didn't managed to get a air shot
Same camera effect...
Sorry I was bored..
Geeky Qiyun!!
Look at his specs...
Must zoom in okay!!!

Richelle, Thanks for that awesome dedication...
Well, nothing much to tell you cause I've been telling you the same thing...
That is to live happily and not let yourself be troubled by things...
It's a pain losing a friend... But you still have to get on with your life...
Don't think of things negatively... Talk to people about your troubles...
Don't keep it to yourself... Stay happy at all times...
I don't want you to stray into the path of life that you'll regret...

Ralene, hey, chill girl... Don't get so worked up...
Siblings are always like this... You'll have to get use to it...
The best thing is that they can leave you soon...
So don't trouble or bother yourself about them...
Concentrate on your O'level alright...

To my classmates and to the people I pissed...
I want to apologize for being such an ass hole all this years...
I know that sometimes I can just start pissing you off for no reason...
But I want to say it's not my fault...
I'm not pushing the blame... But it's not my fault...
It's the path of life that I strayed onto that made me the way I am...
If you guys have not yet noticed,
I some how have two personalities...
One of it is the one which does things to piss you all off and
Another that you all can joke and fool around with...
It's not that I can control that bad self of mine...
It's just that sometimes I can't...
So I'm apologizing to all of you people...
I feel betrayed by a "friend" of mine

This is the kind of person I HATE the most...
To think I wasted so much time to help you...
You back stab me!!
Now all I feel like doing is to kill you!!
I warn you, if you piss me off any further,
You'll get it from me!!
You should know who your are!!
Watch out you asshole!!

2008-09-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

Okay.. it's been the start of our study break...
And we have been going back for maths remidal...
Was late most of the time because of the traffic and the weather condition...
Super shagg... This few days went home super late...
Stayed in school till late.... Didn't even managed to study...
Only today I did study... Anyway.. Wednesday, went back for remidal...
Took most of the pictures and went to the DNT block the roof...
Took some pictures and went to play around...
When they were doing their own stuff before school ended,
I was talking to Mr. Ow... First time talk so much to a teacher...
But talk to him also nothing related to me... So kinda okay....
Thursday... Brought laptop to school...
Transferred all the Sec1-4 pictures that Mr lim gave us...
All the memories... So after all the remidal... "Studied" at Wong puay kee class...
Ended downloading things and watching videos...
Today... The others were talking about sex...
Was not involve... Was studying today... and it's like finally...
Okay, I think I played too much volleyball already...
Time to focus man!! Aim is top three....
Now got quite a few people asking me to aim the top instead of top three...
I just hope I can even make it to top three luh...
It's like going to be super hard and I think I already screwed my English...
Screwed up life....

Stuck in between the thing called love and studies...

Roof Adventure
Roof of DNT block
While waiting
At the roof
Group that went to top of roof...

Kung Fu with Qiyun

Pro right!?!? Must ask him teach me kung fu!! ;p

Special picture

Me, Sis and Clifford
Kanchanaburi Siblings

Class photo

4I class photo

4I class photo2
4I class photo3

Lighting Effects

It was not raining at all...

Unglam pictures!!!
David Gan!!
Josiah Lim!!
Clifford Ang!!R.Nakapragsh!!
Calvin Gan!!
R.Nakapragash
Chong Zhi Sian!!
Ng Qiyun!!

Individual pictures
Gangster Aloysius
Aloysius flirt
David Gan
Damia Tan
Damia Tan!!
Look at the eye ;p
David Ong
Mr Wilson Ho
Mrs Ho
R.Nakapragsh
Naka juggle ball...
Xue Ning
Did I spell it correctly?? 0.o
Zhi Sian!!
Ah Beng Zhi Sian!!
Zhi Sian...
Zhi Sian snot attack!!
Qi yun got burn I think...
Either that or his acting cute... ;p
Qiyun Alley..
Qiyun finds his girly self...
Power to control!! Qiyun!!
Fighing kicking style!! Tzefook!!

Pictures in groups
With Mr Owyong
With Mr Jason Lum
With Mr hamid
Mith Mrs Tan and Ms Pamela Tan
With Mr Wilson Ho
With Wong Puay Kee
With Mr Steve Ow
With Bookshop Aunty

In Class

All not paying attention to lesson...
Actually.. no lessons... Slacking all the way...

School compound

2008-09-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today was last day of lessons in school lor us...
No more lessons for Sec 4I'08!!!
After our last paper which is on the 9th of October,
No more fairsian!!!...
Today, first period was Maths... Changed of periods...
Mr lim taugh some maths thing... Forgot the name...
Than tried explaining to Qi Hui and Johnson...
They didn't understand cause they don't under English version...
Plus, my chinese version cannot make it...
So after trying (I'm stubborn...(tried my best too)
Than went back to my sit... Slacked...
Jowin asked me to help her so taught her...
Explain to her Mr lim's method and my method...
Than after that Science... Last lesson.. Didn't even study at all!!!
Everyone talked and took pictures only...
P.E got some crappy talked thing, played soccer when he was talking...
Didn't play P.E much today though...
Than recess... Waited for Ban and the others to play the baseball finish than took the bat...
Went to find the guys... Went up CPA with them...
CPA... Normal lesson... After that took pictures....
After that we guys (Tze fook, Ronald, Qiyun, Aloysuis, Johnson, Damia & me)
Went to do our hair for fun....
Went to hall for thanksgiving... Mr Choy said something about Tze Fook's one...
Didn't hear properly... So had thanksgiving... Than went back to classroom...
Took more pictures than class picture.....
After that played volleyball awhile... Taught Tze Fook what I knew....
Than left with the rest... Went for lunch...
Saw Frederick sia... Long time no see one sia...
Than after lunch, went to play...
Played volleyball only.... Didn't go play basketball...
Played than Frederick went... Played with Xin Yin while the others didn't want to play...
After that she left... Drank a little water than played again...
Left with kok loong... Had nothing to do in the bus...
Cam Whore in the bus for fun... It was totally random....
Planning to post all the pictures except the Cam Whore one...

While waiting for the freaking pictures to load
(Which is taking a long time)...
Got back report book...
Don't know why Kanchanaburi got lesser service time than other Service learning trip...
Even though Kancanaburi was longer than Chiang Mai...
I don't know why Chiang Mai's the timing longer....
Aiyah who cares... What is most important is that I'm underweight!!!
Actually, the height and weight taking that time didn't stand straight one...
So not actual height... So if it's actually height I think it'll be:
Serverly underweight... However you spell it!!...
It's super stupid... I eat so much still underweight....
Anyway.. For the grades... I forgot...
But L1B2: 3points.... Still okay luh...
All also around 76-78 one... Super gay luh my grades....
Aiming at least 80 best full marks....
But don't think my English can... Make too much mistakes already...
Chinese copy out one... have confident will pass...
Could do my listening by myself for Chinese...
CPA practical should be okay.... my graph looks the same...
So now stress my DNT!!! I only get 62 for it lor!!
SCREW IT!!! I need a A1 for my DNT also!!
Aiming for the highest point of the peak!!
Kambatte!!!

Me& Aloysius

Me& Damia

Me & Ghim Peng

Me & Jingtang

Me& Jowin

Me &Nakapragsh

Me & Qi Hui

Me & Qiyun

Me & Ronald

Me & Samuel

Me & SingMei

Me & Tze Fook (WTF)

Me & Zhi Sian

Me & Kok Loong (SKL)

Zhi Sian & Damia
David Gan
Keeps running away from me =.+
Ronald the photograher...
Elizabeth the photograher...
Kanchanaburi Siblings...
Um... Random...
Trying to post as girls for class photo...
Sexy!!! xD
Plastic Wood Crew Family
Mr Lim & Qi Hui
Mr Lim & students
Mr Lee and US
Mr Lee and us again...

I'm going to miss all my classmates...
I'm also going to miss all my friends in school...
I'm going to miss some teachers....
But most of all,
I'm going to miss you the most...
You're the one closest to my heart....
Just wanting to tell you I Love You..

2008-09-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

Okay nothing to blog about so I shall show some pictures...
It's about a mail that I recived...

See how this B*TCH tortures the cat!! Super sad!!!

Damm sad right... I pity the cat sia...
If i ever see that woman... I sure kill her!!

2008-09-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

From tomorrow onwards we only have 2 more days of lesson...
After this two days, we'll be out of school...
We only need to come back for remedial and exams...
Well after or exams which is on 9th August,
It'll be the end of our Secondary school life...
and another new paths awaits us...

A path of adventure, mystery and obstacle... Well let's not look at past past, But look forward to the future. It's the future that's going to determine everything that will happen from now on...

Friday, went to skate after school.
Brought the baseball bat along cause the guys told me to.
David brought the baseball.
Went to west coast park to play.
Saw some guys having their fitness run thing.
Some of the guys were a bit rounded,
But even though they were rounded, they were still muscular!!
We were like what the hell!!
So David and Qi Yun started skating when we reached.
Zhi Sian and I started playing baseball without the glove.
Kinda fun actually... Remind us of P.E...
Tuesday wil be our last P.E lesson...
So played with him baseball than started skating....
SCREW IT!!! I could have landed my heel flip two times!!!
First time when I land, it landed nicely the only thing is that
The tip of my shoes was on the floor and the back part was on the board!!
If my leg was fully on the board, it would've been a clean landing!!
Second time I did it, landed the front leg only!!!
Zhi Sian saw this one... After that two nice flicking,
I could not do any proper heel flip already....
After playing around that area, walked/skate to the 4stairs area....
Skate there, talked to Zhi Sian... Heel flip still cannot...
Tried the four stairs.... Damm it luh!!
Now is either my front leg land or my back leg land super pissed off!!!
After that skating awhile longer, we went home....

Saturday, went out to study...
My and Qi Yun took a LONG and i really mean a long time to decide where to go and study...
Our actual decision was back at school,
But when we called Mrs.Ho and Mr.Lim,
They said the class room cannot be open and all that...
So both of us were uber shagg.... Didn't know where to go...
Ended up going esplanate... Went to eat than study at the roof...
Qiyun speaker was showing attutiude... Super funny....
It allows him to listen to all those slow song lyrics but
When Qiyun tried playing fast song it only plays the song but no lyrics....
I tried it and it could work... Qiyun became more shagg...
So after studying I left the guys and went to church...

Sunday, suppose to study today...
Ended up using the computer the whole day...
I'll get off the computer as soon as I blog finish
(I hope)

Richelle, you wanted me to dedicate something to you..
Well here it is... Althought I knew you for only this year,
I found you to be a pleasent person to talk to...
Sometimes I'm the one who listens to your problems,
But it seems like I'm not the one who give proper advice...
Well, to tell you the truth, there's no right or wrong...
When you want to do something, just follow your heart...
If you think that's it's right than do it!
If not stay away or avoid it...
I think that you're the kind who can work hard at something if you want to,
But you're just too easily distracted and get influence too easily...
Some times it's a good thing and some times it can be your short coming...
You can learn to change that short comings of yours..
It'll some time, I can't guarantee it'll be as easy as saying it...
You'll require some time and you do need some support on the way...
Well, hoping that you can enjoy the 2-3 years you have left in school...
Enjoy your time as much as you can and never regret a decision that you ever made...

2008-09-18T05:07:00.000-07:00

11 more days to the fist paper of the N'level again...
3 more lessons in school before we're offically off from school...
On the 24 we start our study break...
Recently nothing much happen in school...
Been playing volleyball more than other sports though...
I'm been trying to study as much as I can...
But to no avail... Shit man I seriously need to start studying!!
I don't think I can get my aim if I continue to slack like this...

Ralene, great job in completing your art!! It's looks great!!
Do your best in your mugging and best of luck in your O's...

Qiyun, we've got to start studying and I mean seriously!!

The hope of being with you, the one I love
It's seems like everyday I think of you,
It'll forever that I'll miss you,
This is the true words of this freak,
This word are just specially for you,
This words are: I love you

2008-09-15T01:56:00.000-07:00

Today school was as usual... Boring... Didn't play soccer today...
Naka didn't bring ball today... CPA was a little boring...
Chinese finished watching "Just follow law"...
Science going through the topic heat...
DNT going through random stuff from the book...
Haiz... Super bored... While day my right eye pissing me off...
Than after school, it got worse... I keep blinking my eyes cause of it...
So after that got pissed off, took it out...
Washed it with water and tried putting it back...
My eye got more pain!!! Tried a lot more times...
Still hurt like hell.... Got pissed off, left the guys...
Suppose to study together... But I left instead....
Went to see the optition(eye doctor)... Might need to change lens again...
Sain... Change and change... Might as well change my eyes right!!
Now at home, nothing to do... Blog hopping...
Can't seem to focus to study at home at all...
Sain... Can some one just slap me in the face and make me study when I'm like at home....
I'm wasting my time here now!!!
Sain... I totally need to learn how to focus..... =.="

Went to Ralene's blog... Decided to do the name meaning thing...
Too bored already... So here it is:

What Sohloiannjacobjordan Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I think it's kinda accurate...
Not really sure of myself either...

The fear of being blind

Being blind means not being able to see you,
Being blind means not being able to find you,
Being blind means not being able to seek for you,
Being blind means losing everything close to my heart,
Being blind means losing the hope I have to live,
Being blind means losing my strength to love you,
Being blind means losing everything...
Wanting to let you know, I love you.

2008-09-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a screwed up day thanks to a BASTARD
THIS BASTARD NAME IS DAMIA TAN GER LUNE
Okay, was playing soccer, played a slow game at first,
Bell rang and suppose to go to class but we play last ball.
We changed the game from slow game to fast game...
Accidentally hit him cause floor still wet...
He not happy push me, I push him back he not happy...
Than because of that we started fighting...
YOU BLOODY GAY!!! YOU GOT A CHEAP SHOT IN MY FACE!!
SO XIAO QI, GO BE GIRL LUH YOU GAY SHIT!!!
YOU LIKE THAT NOT HAPPY ALREADY MIGHT AS WELL NOT PLAY AT ALL RIGHT!!!
The only reason why he got me in the face,
is because that week, my hand was feeling pain,
I already said in a previous post... Even Tze Fook knows...
Plus I was holding my shoe, couldn't fight/counter back...
Another thing, I was fasting with Naka so had not much energy....
Almost punched him face and knee his balls but Qi yun stopped me....
He locked me with his arms...
Didn't resist because don't want him to get involve in it....
So after that, some MOE guy talked to us...
Only me and Aloy talk to that guy... After that went to class...
I think he said something about acting like gangster and being able to get expelled...
After all this shit that I don't want to think about anymore,
I went to skate with naka... after that went naka's house....
After naka's house, we met everyone...
Countdown to 7 than shouted "break fast"...
Than went to Muzz house the garden thing...
Slacked and spent our time there...
Took quite a few pictures there....

Today went to skate... Met Qi yun under his block...
That went all the way back to bukit batok!!!
So went back there... Bought drinks from shop and save...
Left and went to the skate park near Tze Fook grandmother's house there...
Skate there.... Learnted how to drop in properly....
Than after that got too hot...
Went to my block... Skate there, talked and slacked,....
When most of the people left the house, than we went up...
Slacked up stairs for awhile than went to play basket ball...
Today i suck at basket ball cause I was not in shoes....
Sucks cause when I play with my slipper, can't really run in it...
When I play without shoes... All the things I do make my leg more pain...
Sucks luh this game.... After that send Qi yun back...
Took the same bus as Zhi Sian to near my house than went home....
I'm mastering my heelflip quite soon... A little more practice and I will master it....

Front Side Shuv It is 90%!!!
Heel flip is only the landing and the flicking....
Can't wait to learn more tricks!!

2008-09-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

CPA practical is over!! Another paper down and out....
Now it's 20more days to the next paper...
Well hope I can start studying soon though...
Anyway, today's paper was not as easy as I expected it to be...
In fact, the graph plotting was the most difficult in the whole thing...
Many people didn't know how to change the number below...
But still eventually I got it... It's not line chart...
It's the scatter chart... It's the only one which you can edit,
It's also the only one which you can do to make it look the same...
What I have to say for it, N'level paper lied!!
It said line chart... So even if I lose marks because if it...
Then no chose but to say... "Well too bad"...
After CPA, went to Clementi Mac's to have lunch.
Went with Marilyn, Kok Loong and Qi Hui...
We were talking and joking around...
What's best, it was from 11 something to 2 something....
First time nia... Continue one leh.... First time I guess.. and longest too...
Actually, it's kinda fun hanging out with them...
Can't wait to spent a day out (not after school) with them...
Just to hang out and have fun... or to fool around....
Well, today is one of the rare days that I have....

Ralene, don't worry about not achieving your expected grades...
There's still time for you to work for those grades that you're expecting...
But it's best if you don't stress your self too much....

Amber, Happy Belated Birthday...
Sorry when I saw you yesterday I didn't say anything...
Sort of forgot... ;p sorry about it...

Winnie/Bolin, Happy Belated Birthday to you too...
Sorry I couldn't go for your celebration on Sunday
(Don't know if you all did go because Clifford
confused me by saying something... Forgot what was it though)

Marilyn, hey, come to school more often alright...
Than we can laugh and joke around more often....
It's like two more weeks than we're out of school already...
Treasure the moment we have left in school alright...
Oh, and don't bother about those childish people who spam your blog...
Their deprive from their childhood, that's why the behave like this...

If this is the end of my life,
I would only want to spent it with you,
You're the one of my dreams,
and you're the one that I need,
I love you and it's true...

2008-09-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Okay... Holidays are over, and school just started...
Actually, I realized that I didn't really enjoy any of the holiday periods this year....
Sigh... Who cares luh... It's over already anyway....
Today lessons as normal... Sort of boring till you could die sort of thing...
Science is the worse luh!!!
I don't know how long I'm going to survive that lesson anymore....
CPA, Mr Lim was telling us about tomorrow...
Have quarintine time after our paper... Till 10 or 11 i guess...
CPA was kind of boring also... But it was our last practical lesson...
Mr Lim also said all those saddening things....
So had revision after the speech by him...
Me and Kok loong was bored so we started talking about things...
Then we suddenly came up with something that's super gay...
Super funny too when you combine many things and say it...
So after CPA, had Chinese...
Made the teacher to bring us to library instead of staying in the class...
So watched "Just follow Law" than had recess....
Played soccer.... Than DNT...
Sort of boring... I know most of the things that he said already....
But still I continued listening during the lesson....
After that, it suppose to be life skills... Changed to some principal talk thing....
Our class got the lowest of money collected during funfair within sec4 level....
Ah!! Who cares.... Screw fun fair... Wasted our time....
So after school, played basket ball.... Till around 5 plus....
I think there's something wrong with me now....
I used to be able to resist heat and coldness....
But than in DNT, I was shivering like crap....
Than now, when I play basket ball, My right hand hurts like hell...
I think there's totally something wrong with me luh....
Been training left hand just now... But because not used to it,
and because I strain it too much already it hurts too....
Sigh... I just wish I would stop playing luh...
I need to start mugging luh....
It's like less than 30 days before I'm no more in this school
Sigh... I'm going crazy soon....
Tomorrow don't need go morning assembly.... Go straight to exam venue....

Thanks Tze Fook for passing me a Basket Ball to keep.....
and I think you might kena attire problem thing....
You hair still looks the same even though you went to cut it....

Thanks Yi Sheng for helping to pump the ball....

Kok Loong, Hey dude... fun day during CPA today...
Had our jokes.... I bet I'll miss you when I leave the school luh...
We knew each another, our sisters know each other,
We also know each another sister....
Well hope we can catch up and enjoy laughing like crazy like today....

Get well soon Ralene, Exams are starting...
Don't fall sick during the important period of the year alright...
and don't stress your self too much....
Not good for your body.....
And thanks for continuously telling me to study....
Without that push, I don't think I would ever start...

Qiyun, Dude, it's time for us to start studying....
You haven even started to mug any thing at all....

Okay I'm offically bored... and I don't know who else to wite to already....

2008-09-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

Today went to study... Well supposedly....
Should have anticipated that the guys would slack off....
But oh well... Anyway the crew came today...
But Ralene also came along...
I asked her to cause she's been asking me to study...
And that's a good thing....
Well went to esplanate library to study today...
Saw Samuel, Michelle Choo and some other dude whom I don't remember their names...
So ended up studying alone with Ralene....
But before studying went to eat
But stopped to watch the NBA thing that they had....
So yeah most of the time watching....
After studying went to buy some presents... Actually only one...
Headed to the skate park for awhile after that....
Skate awhile with Naka....
Slacked than saw Bin Hong and his class mates.....
So yeah... talked to him a little than he left....
So after that played a little Basket Ball at the skate park...
They had this tournament thing there....
The ring was higher and there was no marks...
So didn't know where's the 3pointer mark...
So most of the time it went over shot....
But before getting used to the ring, keep getting air ball...
But as usual.... I play jump shot......
Oh well... Planning to play basket ball with Ralene on monday....
Have to borrow the ball from the dudes....

Reminder: Ask Tze Fook to give me one of his basket ball.....

2008-09-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

Finally!!! I can put things into the computer from my phone.
Don't know which idiot took my Micro SD-card reader!!
Well my second brother borrowed me his so I could put it in!!
Thanks Jeremy... Don't know when you will come here but still... yea...
Okay so been skating quite a lot lately...
So yeah... Here's it....

Game of Skate: Jacob & Muzzamel!!

Naka's varial flip....

Qiyun 180 Ollie

Ollie up Youth stage

My skate-line with a gay song....

Naka's skate-line

Mistakes

Extras

I think skating has become one of the important thing in my life....
Well not as important as the person that I like....
But it's one of the most important thing...
Crap.... There goes my study!!!

Great.... My head is suddenly bleeding and some other thing...
That other thing is what I use to have... But it's a long time since I got it....
What's worse... it gotten worse....
So swuay lor.... Jia lat lao....
Ai Si buai Si

2008-08-26T04:25:00.001-07:00

Prelims are over, but N'level starts next week..
So it's kind of a no relax and
Last minute and last chance to study and mug...
Well for my prelims, I'm not that happy with my grades..

Science I got 77, though it's A1, I'm still not happy with what I got..
DNT total up of paper is 62, B4 I think, Super not happy with this grade.
CPA total is 91, This is the only subject which I am happy so far.
Chinese I didn't check, was sleeping in class as usual..
English, had not yet have any English lesson..
Mathematics, Mr Lim having some course, so have to wait for him to come back.

Recent few days have not been focusing,
Even during the days of prelims,
Was going out to play and hang out and things like that...
Even now, I'm still playing around..
Even though today I was playing, I totally enjoyed myself!!
It's been a long time since I played basket ball,
So totally enjoyed myself with the guys today.

Yesterday we went to Ayer Rajah to eat,
Why? Cause in CPA the crew was talking about other country,
Than somehow the topic went to food,
After food we all talked about the places in Singapore to find nice food.
So in the end went Ayer Rajah.
Okay, not only that, We went to skate...
Made quite a few videos, but I'm too lazy to upload them into blogger.

I think now it's the time to stop playing and start studying.
I have been getting stupid grades recently,
If this keeps going this way I'm like not going to meet my expected grades...
My expected grades is:

English: A1, at least 80

Science: A1, at least 83

Mathematics: A1, at least 85

Chinese: No target
DNT: A1, at least 75
CPA: A1, at least 90

Well, it's time to focus you freaking freak!!!

It's been so long since I saw you,
This time of being alone,
Makes me miss you even more.
This three words are the words
That I have longed to tell you,
I love you,
Just this three words are from the bottom from my heart.
I just wish that I could be with you,
Just being with you can make my life happy,
Even any bad thing that happens to me,
Being with you makes me happy and at peace.
I just hope I can be with you soon and
Be happy in my life, But even without you,
As long as you're happy, I will be

2008-08-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

Special update

Went to jam today...
Played the drums..
Sucked like hell...
First time playing...
Only had less than half an hour to try out
and practice even though I don't know what the heck
I was doing at the start.
FOB lovers sorry if i spoiled the song..
I shall try to practice more...
Recorded and took a video...
Video cause the song is more than 1min...
And record can last till 1min only...
So here's the video...
Don't know how to put recordings so I shall not put...

Jamming session...

2008-08-14T06:57:00.001-07:00

this is my last post till N'level so

Wishing everyone to do well in their prelims and O/N levels

2008-08-13T01:11:00.000-07:00

Specially did this quiz for Amber...
You better appreciate it...

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Natural reaction? Angry??

2. If you had a dream to come true, what would it be?
Well I actually have quite a few wishes...
If the most important it'll have to be getting top 3 in N'level...

3. What will you want your dream wedding to be like?
Actually... I have no dream wedding...
As long as I'm with my loved one I'm happy enough...

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I'm not confused with much things...
I just let my fate lead my life...

5. Whats your ideal lover?
Well I don't really know that myself...
I follow my heart...

6. Which is more blessed?
Uh... What is more blessed than what??

7. How long do you intend to wait for the person you love?
As long as it takes...
The only problem is if there's a change of heart suddenly...
(Which I hope never happens again)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Of course I'll be sad...
But I'll also be happy for her...
I have a saying "As long as she's happy I'll be"
So yah.... But if that guy ever ill treat her...
He'll never wish he was ever born!!

9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Well quite a few... But I'm not planning to say it...

10. Is being tagged fun?
Uh... Sort of... It lets me communicate with my friends also...

11. How do you see yourself in 10years time?
Don't really bother thinking about it...
Well maybe successful in my work and in my love life...

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Firstly course GOD... other than that...
Of course my friends and the person I love

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagging you is?
If it is the current person....
Just got to know her so don't really know her that well...
Um... Maybe the kind whom keep things to them self...
But also a great person to chat with...

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Well of course married but poor...
Get to be with the one I love....

15. Whats the first thing every morning?
Uh don't really know what the question is saying again but...
Try to stay awake at all course....

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Well of course... Unless I'm like with someone I don't love...(not possible)

17. If you fall in love with 2people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Well just went through that.... So this is my answer....
It's not a matter of picking either of both...
It's the matter of searching your heart and see whose the actual person you love...

18. What type of friends do you like?
I don't really have a type of friends that I like...
I can make friends with anyone... But they have to make the first move....
I hardly talk and always have a face which most people think I'm pissed off...

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Well of course back stabbing idiots....
and those who betrays....

2008-08-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday R.Nakapragash

Sorry I couldn't join you today...

Today was a holiday... Boring...
Promised my sis that I'll study with her...
So went out to study today...
We went to SP today...
Met Desiree and Felicia at Dover than went for lunch first...
After lunch went to the library...
Couldn't find a place so went to Macs..
After heading to Macs headed to concourse(upstairs of Macs)...
Studied there... But it was extremely cold!!
Could resist the cold for 3hours than felt cold and couldn't take it....
Kept going in and out of the place...
Well didn't really focus cause my hand couldn't really write the notes...
Was affected my the cold...
It's kinda weird...
I do not feel cold but my hand will be affected my the cold...
Anyway.. Around 5 or 6 plus all of us gave up...
We went downstairs to study...
Studied till 6 plus than left...
Now I'm home and not studying...
Pro right....
See stupid head!!! Told you you could not focus already...
Hiaz... I'm so going to fail my exams if this keeps going on....
Fun/Boring day....

2008-08-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

Friday and Saturday

Friday we had the "Connect Singapore" crap.
Met the guys in the train but had to wait for quite long.
Forget about that part.
Went all the way to Bedok!!
So alighted and the two girls wanted to get breakfast.
Went to Macs than sat down and waited for them
Was standing for awhile than gave up and took my Skatebag out.
It's extremely heavy!!! So rest for awhile..
Saw Tze Fook and Damia playing with the Macs balloon.
Went to join them because there was nothing to do.
After that headed over to the stadium.
Joined our class and talked most of the time there.
Mrs Ho kept asking us to keep quiet.
Our quiet lasted for only 5 seconds than started talking again.
Yeah... Kind of piss her off.
So after that had to walk to don't know where.
Walk and walked till I gave up..
Bag was too heavy!! Took my freaking deck out....
Started skating... The others was skating too...
With my deck.. Only me, Naka and Damia brought our deck....
So keep passing the deck around and everyone had their fun I guess...
Even Eliz, Bianca and Xue Ning went on the board...
So went to our spot... Was at the end of the end luh =.="
So started skating there... Tried to do a fakie trick...
Kind of successful but kind of failed also....
So heck it... Than didn't even know the freaking thing ended...
So headed back to the stadium...
Tried to play the steps at the stadium took a video for Qi Yun...
So after that took a train to somerset than went to Cinelesisure(still can't spell it)
Wanted to watch Batman but it was all sold out....
Second choise was Love Guru... They checked card so couldn't...
So we watched Journey to the Center of the Earth....
While buying the tickets saw Katrina...
Caught up a little with her....
After that went for lunch than movie...
Very scienctific movie... Nice to watch also....
After watching the movie went to skate....
Did a trick which only I found out the name today...
Half-Cap!!
Hell yeah!! I can do it already....
I thought it was Fakie 180 or something....
Who cares luh with this trick
My total list of trick is:

Ollie
180 Ollie
Front Side Shuv It
Half-Cap

I know it's super little... but I'm still learning alright...
I'm attempting on heelflip soon....

Today nothing much happen... Went to skate at the skate park...
Went for lunch... Went to but Naka's present...
Went to church...
Well my sis is asking me to study with her tomorrow and Monday...
Well there goes fun... Books here I come...

Videos!!!

Mr Ow and Ms Yeo Dancing
8/8/08

Qi Yun doing Boneless down 4steps....

David 180 Ollie over gap and deck

Naka doing Kickflip than my phone lag.... Successful kickflip though...

Naka's actual kickflip..

Sorry Ralene... Didn't go for lunch with you on friday....
There was a few reasons actually.....
But really sorry... another time alright...

A picture taken during Qi Yun's B'day
Come on guess if his eyes are open or closed...
(no offence right dude)
Happy Belated Birthday dude hoped you enjoyed Friday

2008-08-06T04:04:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Qi Yun!!!

Today school was as usual.
P.E had baseball again.
Damia was killing people because he pitched.
He kept throwing too high or to low.
My group was getting killed.
Well my turn finally came and I was the last one left.
Pitcher changed to Hong Wei.
First pitch, too high didn't bother to hit it.
Ball 1!!
Second pitch was too low but I tried to hit.
Strike1!!!
Third pitch hit my body!!
Nothing, just a re-throw.
Fourth pitch, hit out the border.
Was not counted cause was out.
Fifth pitch managed to hit!!
Ran but saw Hong Wei starting to throw the ball to Damia...
So I decided to slide into base.
So when I had a quarter more to run, I slide all the way in instead.
But when I touched the base Damia tagged me with the ball.
But what's worse, when I slide in, I slide Damia's leg.
So I slided in and was on the floor and Damia fell onto me because I hit him.
It was not on purpose though. Anyhow slide only...
So the game ended suppose to go for Chinese.
Me, Tze Fook and Aloysius went to canteen bought a drink.
Supra was irritating us like hell.
I shouted at him than left already but Aloysius was too pissed.
Went to confront him.
So pulled him away and brought him away.
Changed than Qi Yun and Hong Wei came down to change.
Talked to them for awhile than went to locker to check if have soccer ball.
So took the ball than went to meet Hong Wei and Qi Yun.
Went up to class after that but Aloysius went to sign out.
So the 3of us went into class, teacher asked why we late.
Told her she was also late than she said she went to take key.
So I just said also consider late what.
Then she was like you want to get out of class.
I was like better still no need waste my time here.
So she ask me go out and I happily left the freaking class.
Went down to the canteen, talked to Naka and Damia for awhile.
Went up with Naka to take the soccer ball.
Waited quite awhile cause they don't want the stupid Chinese teacher to see it.
So after long while than had the ball. Went up to fourth floor,
Saw Muzzamel doing nonsense in class than went down to canteen.
Talked at the sheltered path to the toilet near the canteen for awhile.
After that went to play soccer at the street soccer court and played.
Played until left 15 minutes left. While playing Tze Fook came down,
Said that dumb teacher asked me go back up and ask me to remain at third floor.
and that if I don't go up she'll call my father...
So I told him to tell her this:
"She ask me to go out, she didn't give any boundary so I can remain here.
And even if she call my parents also never mind.
She was the one who said get out so why should I remain in there and get more angry.
Might as well enjoy myself outside here since I'll only sleep in there."
So he went up and we continued playing...
Rest when we still had 15 minutes and than went up to class.
Had English than Recess. Was playing soccer than sat at the stairs to the hall.
At there we talked all the way. After that went to class.
Stupid luh my previous test that I just took the day before(got it back today),
I only got like 30/40!! Stupid luh!!!
What's best is that the question I read that day was totally opposite from today!!
I was like WTF!!! or else sure get 35 or 37 on lor.
Stupid luh... I think I might just fail my N's and prelims...
Well after Science was Free.
Played soccer for awhile than called the guys over to sing the song for Qi Yun.
Than some stupid thing happened which totally spoiled our day.
So went for English again, after English was standing outside staff room deciding what to do.
So after that I went home because I was totally broke and I don't know where the others are.
So now starting to do what we talked about during recess!!
Well beware you stupid China prank callers you're dead by the time we reach you!!

During this time of lonelines, it is you I seek.
You're are the one who I seek
and you're the one who make me weak.
When I'm with you,
I feel like there's angel beside me,
When I talk to you over the phone,
I can only hear your voice and everything else is shut out.
The only thing that I want is to be with you.
The only thing that I am is to live for you.
Now I'm just trying to concentrate on my studies and achieve my target
Only then I will feel worthy of you.
You who are so perfect to me and you who are so important to me.
My only wish is to tell you
I love you
and I want to be together with you forever

2008-08-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

Been quite some time since I last blogged.
Well first of all I finally finished my DNT folio!!!!
Super happy but super tired cause was spending the whole night doing it.
Thanks Shu Ee and Jeremy for helping me that night.
Well now that DNT Folio problem solved,
New problem ahead!! Prelims and N levels!!!
Stupid... Even more stress....
With all the stupid thing that's happening around me,
I think I'm going crazy soon!!!
Well let's not care about it....
Today because it was a half day,
We guys went to skate.
Met the guys at the skate park kinda late.
Was informed late that's why...
So skate there for awhile but failed even my Ollie!!!!
OMG!!!! My ollie!!!!
Well after that went to cieni(however you spell)
Had lunch and bought tickets to watch a movie.
Went to HMV cause Gan wanted to get something.
Than went Go-Sports because Qi Yun's deck was screwed.
Was late for the movie....
But well, the movie was nice.
Many funny parts...
The movie was Mummy dragon something....
After the movie, went to skate the youth stage.
Was practicing my front side shuv it..
Than suddenly did it wrongly but it adds up to a trick!!
FRONT SIDE SHUV IT PIVOT!!!
Hell yeah!! I managed to to that clean!!
TYKO one =.=".. Oh well, tried to ollie down the stage.
Still cannot land properly....
Well, I shall practice during that little time we have left than!!
JYJY!!! I need master my front side shuv it soon!!
Need to learn flips also!!!

Oh yah photos from Friday night:

Me and Mrs Tan
Back Stage Crew
1st August 08

2008-08-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

It's been so long, just too long.
Been a long time since I seen you.
Been a long time since I talked to you.
Benn a long time since I heard you.
But my love for your will never change.
I love you and this is true.
Though I'm now not really showing it to you
But I still love you.
I've been waiting for the day.
The day to tell you that you're the one that I love.
That you're the one that I want to be with
That you're the one I've been waiting for and
That you're the one that I've always loved.
It's already half a month since I loved you.
Half a month.
People may ask why I can hold out for so long
and to tell you the truth I don't know.
But I only know that I love you.
I know just recently my heart wavered and
That I was in a state of confusion
But all that changed.
You're the one that I love,
You're the one for me and
That you're the one that I'll only love

2008-07-29T06:00:00.000-07:00

Oh yah forgot.

Qi Yun
Thanks for guiding me this few weeks on how to do my front side shuv properly.
and thanks for giving me advices for my Ollie down 4steps.
If it's not for you I don't think I'll be able to progress this fast for my Ollie for 4steps.
I like started only last Saturday and you've helped me since the begin-ing.
Thanks dude you rock man!!

David Gan.
It's super fun disturbing you most of the times luh!!
But I also want to thank you.
For not only supporting me but also for the help and tips you gave.
Really appreciate your help and guidance.

Nakapragash
Thanks for being there to listen to my problems and thanks for being so supportive.
I always admire you for being able to smile in any situation.
Thanks for that tip you gave me today!!
It seriously made my Ollie not only higher
But now it's more clean!! Thanks man!!

Muzzamel
Though you don't really skate much with us.
You've alway been my rival cause you always seem to progress so fast.
But I also what to thank you for being my challenge
Because I aim to beat you I found myself being able to skate more and more this days.
Well you're also a good listener and you're always so supportive.
I'm glad I have a friend and a rival in you!!

Zhi Sian
Well dude it's time to buck up on your Ollie!!
Stop slacking too much!!
I bet if you put your mind into it you can master it!!
Well for your love problem, if you think you should give up than give up.
But don't hate that person, it'll only make you feel worse.
Not only worse it'll only make you think of the person even more.
Trust me, I've been through this.
It's kind of stupid once I think back of it.
So don't ever fall into that same pit of despair which I fell into.
Live your life happily!! Be how you used to be!!
But your lame jokes are seriously lame.

Elizabeth
It's been seriously a long time since you skate with us.
I'm not sure if you lost interest in it or you're too busy.
But try to make time for our crew alright.
You're always welcome back by us.
Anyway, stop skipping school already cause the exams are starting
and what's worse is that you have not yet finish your final product!!
Well try your best alright!! If you need my help you can ask me.

Marilyn
Well nothing much to tell you except STOP SKIPPING SCHOOL!!!
Exams are starting already and you're skipping school.
Yes told me that you know that the exams are important
But you're acting as though you don't care.
Well I'm hoping that you can continue coming to school more often
and if there's anything wrong, you know that I'm here to be a listening ear for you.
And about that irritant spamming your tagboard,
You can either ignore him or just change your link if you can't take it.

Katrina
Hey gal been a long time since I chat with you right?
Well I hope you're doing well in JC.
From what I've seen from your blog you seem really busy and stressed.
Are you still helping in the Confirmation this year??
Well hope we can meet up in church again some other time.

Though you may be ignoring me
and you seem so near but yet so far,
I will still love you.
Till the deep ends of the earth,
My love for you will never die.
I'll never let my heart waver any longer.
I have loved you ever since the starting of the year.
I'll never think of giving up nor give up on you.
My only wish now is just to tell you how much I love you.
How much I wish could be with you,
Not just as a friend but something more.
You've always been the one in my heart,
You've taken the place of all the other things in my heart
and now my heart belongs to you.
As I said once and I'll say many more times again,
I LOVE YOU

2008-07-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

Today is a de-stressing for me.
School was as usual. Chapel was good.
Was singing most of the song cause it was familiar.
Than couldn't help but suddenly laugh cause Zhi Sian was singing.
The way he sing is totally funny. Sometimes high pitch and sometimes low.
PE rugby was GREAT!!
It has gotten more and more rough. Super fun!!
CPA was kind of boring keep doing workbook only.
Maths was mainly talking to Zhi Sian.
After school went to print my DNT pictures.
Lucky the total photo which is 11 is only 4.95.
If it was any thing more I don't know how I'm going to pay!!
Well maybe tomorrow I might go print the pictures of
The Skate crew and Kanchanaburi pictures.
Came home and didn't do my DNT.
Went out to skate!! Met the guys at west coast park.
Waited for them at the stairs place where we skate.
So while waiting, as usual, practice front side shuv it!!
So after the guys came, chat awhile than practiced for awhile.
Started to try to Ollie down four steps now!!
ONLY LANDING GOT PROBLEM!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!
So after that starting to take videos for our skate video.
I can't blame anyone for doing the wrong thing cause I mostly screw up.
I screwed up the second try which when I tried to do my
Front side shuv it, I did it wrongly.
Than the don't know how many tries later,
Managed to do a clean front side shuv it!!!
But Muzz screwed it up which is like so sad.
Tried like 5 or 6 more times than everyone rest.
Less than 5mintues later saw a police car.
Hid behind a bush than stayed there for awhile.
Saw the police car left so thought the close was clear.
Qi Yun checked and the police car was U-turning to us!!!
Faster skate away and went to the 7-11 near the prata shop there.
After buying drinks went to the tunnel area there where we used to skate.
I still remember Zhi Sian first attempt to skate down last year.
He totally flew out and got cuts on his hands and legs luh!!
It's a place full of memorys.
We even tried to take the same picture that we took over there last year.
Though it's different, we tried to make it look the same.
Kept taking until David's camera had no battery.
So used my camera which I found out have timer!!
So kept taking pictures while we were still there.
Left there and went home.
In the bus saw Justin and Marcus.
Was playing with my camera the whole day today.
Took a completely random picture cause was playing with
The black and white and the other one.
I'll get back to my DNT tomorrow.
Today is a day to have fun.
I shall stress myself again tomorrow.

PICTURES!!!

Random pictures that I took
Muzzy acting as a Jamacian emo.
Jumping picture, Some was too late.
Random picture.
Was suppose to be dancing.
I'm doing hardgay. Muzz standing on one leg.
Qi yun holding his chocolate while David is lying on the floor and holding the chocolate also.
Zhi Sian doing the Robot. Naka don't know doing what.
The picture is super obsine. Click on it to enlarge it.

This was taken today.
Some years ago.
Hell Yeah!! I picture of me playing 4steps.
Didn't land though

2008-07-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

Today went to skate, met the guys at 12.
Was late though. Was too lazy to leave the house.
So met them and headed over to the bus stop.
Was looking at what bus to take to CBD.
So took 14. Alighted at the bus stop before school though.
We went to broad way, Qi yun was having stomach ache.
So was talking to Gan about his braces while Qi Yun shit-ed.
So he came out and went to the bus stop.
Took 196 bus alighted at Buona Vista.
Qi Yun needed to shit again.
So after he shit finish, took a train over to Raffles.
At Raffles, we skate till almost half-an-hour or maybe more than that.
We had no chose but to leave. Why?
Well it's just that one police officer was walking towards us that's all.
All we did was we went to the shopping center behind us,
Went we were inside, we started running.
Turned a few times and got out from the back exit.
Skate and walked to the Singapore River there.
Waited there for awhile while Qi Yun called Naka.
Waited for quite awhile than went to Marina.
Went to eat and chat upstairs for awhile.
Went we left to go to the city link tunnel area,
Naka came up from that area.
We went to skate at one of the exits.
The one which you exit and has four stairs.
So skate there for quite a long while.
So after seeing another police car go past,
We went down and went to buy drinks.
Went back to City link tunnel and skate there.
Skate for quite awhile than started taking video for our new skate video.
As usual, I'm the camera dude cause I still suck
and the sucky video taker: Zhi Sian was not there today.
So I took the Game of Skate and the intro of the video.
It's damm stupid and funny at the same time.
Well only can reveal one thing of the video.
It's at the bottom. You can watch it there.
So after that took more videos.
It seems like 3/4 the time at city link I was taking video.
See... I'm a nice person!!
So went home by bus.
Taught Naka how to fold straw(drinking straw)hearts
So reached home about 9 today.
Kind of enjoyed today though.
Going to rush out my DNT tomorrow.
So won't be using the com at all.
Well, see you guys the next time I'm in here to blog than.

Me & Gan with his braces.
(Gan told you I'll get a picture with you & your bracers)

You may be ignoring me,
But I will still love you.
Cause you're the one for me
and you'll be the only one for me.
I just want to say this,
No matter what happens,
I will still love you.

2008-07-24T04:13:00.000-07:00

Today didn't really do much. School was as normal.
Been quite awhile since I blogged cause have been rushing out my DNT.
I finished my Science already but think I'll go through it again soon.
Currently been concentrating on my DNT.
Brought the DNT book home planning to study the book when I have time.
But now have to rush out my file. I'm still at the step by step process only.
Everyone is at project evaluation going to the presentation board already.
I seriously find myself super slow!!
Well Jacob it's time to buck up and concentrate on your work!!!
Stop being so stupid already you freaking useless freak!!
Well nothing much to blog about anyway.
Was laquering my wood again during free period
Than did my folio work. After that during the upper sec recess
Went up to the class room and took video of the GOS: hand deck.
Video's below you can watch.
Before fairsian connect was teaching ghim peng some shits
Fairsian connect started and was talking the whole time.
Stupid dog hair, I think she said my hair was long.
Because she asked me turn towards the front cause I was facing backwards and talking...
Mr Lim never even say anything when he teaches me!!
So shut the hell up luh you dog hair faggot!!
So after school, went to locker and put some things in, took things out also.
So after that went to Vivo.
It's official, Vivo has my best and worse memory ever!!
I'm not going to say what happened though.
It's kept within the four of us.
Well going off to study soon.

Game Of Skate: Hand deck

2008-07-19T17:46:00.000-07:00

Friday
Went for DNT to finish up everything that I needed to do.
So was doing the cabinet then went to Laquer(how do i even spell it??)
Those cabinet. The most irritating part is,
One of the cabinet was too big so had to sand it.
That it self took quite awhile.
So by the time I finished all that it was already 3plus.
So started laquering the cabinet.
While waiting for it to dry, I went to check on my bigger work.
Qi Hui helped my laquer the big one while
I was still doing the handle for the cabinet.
Thank you Qi Hui
So went back to my cabinet.
Was doing second layer when Mr Hamid say
After laquering must sand a bit than laquer again.
I was like OH SHIT!! Cause my biggest piece didn't sand at all.
So after doing second layer for the cabinets and while waiting for it to dry,
I went to sand my biggest piece.
Than started laquering. Checked the time and it was 4plus.
Asked Mr Ikmal if I could leave my work piece out to let it dry.
Then left it at the back table, packed up all my tools,
And went off. Called Qi yun, asked him where he was.
After that called sis while on the way to the bus stop.
Was talking to her than Jason and Ridge came over.
Continued talking on the phone. Than bus came said bye to them luh.
So was talking to her the whole journey in the bus.
So alighted at Kent Ridge bus terminal there.
Walked to the prata shop and then to the 7-11.
Was called the others and they like never pick up.
I think I called Gan the fourth time than he picked up.
So he told me where he was and I headed over.
Stupid luh skate all the way to Macs lor...
Lucky not as far as last time east coast that thing.
So after reaching Macs changed cause my uniform was uncomfortable.
Called them and met them. Started walking around the whole west coast park.
Than bomb-ed hill and went to Macs.
Gan was taking pictures of the food cause he was bored.
Than went to skate awhile and Naka came.
He joined us and we all skate for a while.
Then went home.. Was talking through the whole journey.
When I was in the bus than I remembered that Rebecca was coming to my house today.
So walked home, cause I already packed my deck into my bag.
So walked home reached home and Rebecca was asking why I'm wearing pink.
Told that it was my class jersey than went to bath.
So after that had dinner and talked to her while using the com for awhile.
Than took some pictures and had cake.
Both of us keep swapping our plates...
Than after she watch the show and finished eating.
Me and my sis sent her down.
Yeah that's all for friday...
Oh yah Happy b'day Becky

Por-fessional photographers

The path which we bombed

Rebecca and me

My sis, Rebecca and me

Saturday
Skate session became shopping session.
Gan was bent on not bringing his skate board.
So because I left house early and Qi yun late reply of the message.
(I'm not blaming you I think you were still sleeping)
I didn't bring my deck. So morning met Ralene, Jing Fand and one Sec5 girl.
All from art one. Wait for them at the bus stop.
So after that we went to NUH together cause Amber was in there.
But when we went there they said they could not find her particulars.
So we kept trying to call her but she did not pick up.
So after that they used another computer and check for us again.
But this time they found it but she was not admitted into the hospital at all.
So we tried calling her again than had lunch at the hospital.
After that went 7-11 bought some things and went to the gift shop.
Spent some time in there doing some stuff than we left.
So followed them to school bus stop and waited for the guys.
But after half an hour, Qi yun called and said he was just as the bus stop.
I was like "=.= faster come!!!" So waited again.
So when the bus came, board it than started talked and playing around in the bus.
Was playing with the thing that can be used as fish eye.
After that alighted and started walking around and look at things.
So had lunch at far east and went off and walked around.
I think Gan tio dihorreah(??) cause he kept running to the toilet.
Walked around and then went to forum.
Walked around toys R us. for no reason.
Then we went to Tanglin whatever place.
Looked at the shoes at the Royal sporting house.
I left the guys there and went to church.
So total distance was walk is from: Lucky plaza to Tanglin mall there.
To us it was quite far on feet.
But on skateboard it'll be nothing.
But oh well.

Guess the people!!

Random Pictures

Hand BoardLunch(using fish eye)

2008-07-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

When I open my eyes,
I'm wishing you were here with me.
When I open up my heart,
I wishing you were the one for me.
When I open my mind,
I always think of the times we spent.
When I open my soul,
It's you whom I don't mind dying with.
If only love was not complicated,
There won't be such things like:
Divorce, two-timing and breakups.
If only love was easy,
I would not be here just thinking of her
But holding her in my embrace.
If only I could tell her how much I love her.
This love that can't be told.
The love of a freak.
LeGeNdFrEaK: LeGeNd of the FrEaK's love illusion

2008-07-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

Today went to school as usual.
Had usual lessons. Was not listening to Science at all.
Cause think that it's a waste of time listening to her
Instead of studying by myself.
So took that 1hour to study my own notes.
So after that CPA.
Keep putting wrong files in the wrong folder.
Than Chinese, had oral practice again.
Didn't listen as usual and went to sleep as usual.
Than after Chinese waited for Zhi Sian, Qi Yun & David.
Cause picky Wong called David and me but I didn't go.
So David was being asked questions about what we learned today.
So I was like waiting outside while Zhi Sian cleaned the whiteboard.
Than because Zhi Sian was too slow Picky Wong came out of class.
Started to ask me questions but I answered and debated with her with English.
So after that went down and Qi Yun was singing some crap.
So went for DNT straight.
Started work and did it till the end of lesson.
I find that I've not been making process at all.
But I've been like Filing, Cutting and Sanding my work alot.
But that alot made a very little difference only =.=".
So now I have to start staying back to do my work.
Life skills. Showed the video that I spent more than 4hours to make.
So while watching it was singing the songs
And while looking at the pictures,
I thought of all the kids there,
and I find that I seriously miss those kids over there.
And that there is where my feelings showed after a very long time.
And I really mean very long time.
So I was like thinking of what we did there,
How we helped them and the time I enjoyed myself there.
What's worse, I almost cried while watching it in class luh!!
Lucky I was right at the front at the computer there can!!
It's damm weird luh. It's like I'm starting to tear already.
But it's not about anything around me that makes me want to kill myself,
But it's the kids over at Kanchanaburi that are giving me this feeling,
This way of feeling happy and enjoying my life in like a very long time.
I seriously hope I can go back over to Kanchanaburi to vist the kids there again.
And I hope I can go there after my N'levels
I think the last time I seriously enjoyed myself like that was like
In primary 1 or 2. Don't remember but it's seriously long.
So after lifeskills had Science remindal.
Was self studying again this time with my MP3 and my phone.
Finally could study with it openly at school.
But it was for a short while only so... Sucked luh.
Currently studying... Again....
Well going back to study after this....

Amber, don't keep thinking of suicide or cutting yourself.
You might not know but you have many friends around you who cares.
Examples are EX14, Ralene, Dorcas, Winnie, Charmaine, Me, Clifford
And of course many others. So stop thinking of all the negative stuff.
Take your life in your hands and live with it.
Whenever life slaps you in the face,
Slap it back by living even more happily.
And I'll still be here willing to lend a listening ear if you need me.
So now wishing you best of luck for your O'level and tests
And of course for everything that you're going through now,
I pray for you to find a solution to solve and
Start living positively

Ralene, girl you gotta learn how to chill.
Not every one is good in the things that they do at first.
And it's normal for everyone to get injured.
Follow your heart in where you want to go.
Whether it's JC or Poly it's your choise.
But choose the path that will make you live much more happily.
And don't ever regret in your decitions.
Choose the right path and know what's best for you.
Wishing you best of luck for your studies, for your O's
And everything that you're going through now,
I pray for you to find the best solution to settle all the problems.

Jing Fang, sis, I may not know what's happening in your class,
Or what's wrong with those people there.
But you still have us, me & Clifford,
Though we may be from different class,
You could still hang out, consult or just waste time with us.
We're your bros and we're here to listen to your every need.
So what ever happens in the future, you can just find us alright.
I'll pray for your class to be more united
and to not be so idiotic and for you to always find better friends
Than those who always backstab or gossip about you behind your back.

Zhi Sian, I know you don't go to my blog at all but still,
I admire your perseverance to continue loving that person of yours.
And I really wonder how you can have that much faith in yourself.
I really admire that part of you, that part of forever being cheerful
And always being tolerant with people even if they start saying you.
Well I'll pray for you to find someone whom you really love,
And whom the person also love you back as much as you love the person.

David, nice one dude. The stiched part looks more like decayed tooth now.
Anyway, good luck with the bracers thing and hope you do get your colour.
Anyway, good luck with your that girl problem.
Noticed that you stopped putting such words on your blog anymore.
Hope that it's settled peacefully and hope that you're happy the way you are now.
Well what ever the reason go for it.
Me and the others will back you up.
Not matter the reason, we're your friends.
You can find us if you need any help or anything.

Qi Yun, You're seriously a very good friend.
You always put people before yourself.
That's your best point as a friend but it's also your down bringing.
Cause when you start thinking of your friends problem.
You stop focusing on what's more important,
Like for example, your studies.
That's why stop having concern for your friend,
Well not say NOT, but not so much.
You still have your future and your studies to work towards to.
And you need not worry about your grades.
I'm confident that if you put in your best of effort,
You'll be able to reach what you aim for.
I'll pray for you to let your knowledge be widen
and be able to do what you usually can't.

Yi Feng, Yo bro, Although I don't know the progress now,
I seriously hope things can work out for you.
Well not that things are working out for me.
But I rather it's me whose suffering instead of you.
And it's seriously very fun to be around you.
Bro, I'll pray for you to have your wished come true
And that you'll do well in your this years N's and next years O's.
I will for sure come back and visit you!!

I don't know why there's some certain dedication which sounds like
I'm dying and saying my last words instead of wishing them well.
But what I said is what I have thought for so long,
and since I can't say it in your face/s than it'll be on my blog.
Well to those whom I gave dedication to.
I pray for all of you to lead a good life
As I don't want any of you to stray down to my kind of misery.
Though I may not know how some of you are feeling now,
I really hope that God will guide you to the correct path
And lead you to know the difference between right and wrong.

2008-07-11T02:24:00.000-07:00

The love that I want,
Is the love I'll never get,
The life I want,
Is the life that I'll never live.
So what's is there left in life,
When it's just experiencing
Sorrow, pain and suffering
And when it makes you miserable.
Death, the only hope.
Death that grants everyone
Peace, quietness and emptyness.
The emptyness and quietness that
Will never let you down
And the peace that never
Leads you astray.

2008-07-09T03:56:00.000-07:00

Today had to wake up earlier. Eldest brother also wanted to wake up early.
So didn't want to fight for the toliet so had to wake up earlier.
Woke up and packed all my other stuff like the laptop.
Than slacked for awhile all that then left house.
Was holding my books while the laptop was in the bag.
So went to school. Reached there and there was hardly anyone in school yet.
So put my laptop and books into the locker.
Sat at the locker instead of the bench cause rained.
So was talking there than went to the hall cause first period was P.E.
Was talking, sms-ing and joking in the hall.
Than wanted to change but Mrs. Samsiah called me to help her.
Had to help her give out sweets to the people who went Kanchanaburi.
So went to changed than put the things at the hall.
Was sms-ing before assemble than tio caught.
But didn't got conficated but in the end had to do something stupid.
Had to take picture of how to put the chairs,
Cause we having oral later and we had to rearrange after P.E.
Saw Vincent so passed him his class bad of sweets.
Left the hall cause did not want to play badminton.
Was running at the science lab area cause Aloysuis wanted to.
So was running and running. Don't know how many round though.
But was sweating even though it was raining.
So went back to the hall than left to met Amber.
Pass her her class bag of sweets and than was talking to her for awhile.
So was at the bench under the building than Aloysuis and Tze Fook.
So Amber went up while I was talking to the guys than she suddenly said
"See luh late because of you"
I at there stun sal... but replied back "why everything my fault one sal"
So she just continued going up while we guys went to run.
Ran for awhile than took Cassendra(how do you spell it?) and Kylie's
Spongebob. Don't know whose one but is either one of them luh.
So Aloysuis made me run with it until the second round,
I threw it back to him. Returned it than continued running.
Went upstairs than took our things and left.
Saw sis than passed to her her class sweets.
After that put my bad in class than went to change.
After changing, slept for the whole lesson today.
Got woken up for a oral practice though.
It's about sms-ing. Was saying everything opposite of what I do.
So after that slept again. Went for English after that.
Mr Ow asked the one who did oral yesterday how was it,
Than asked them to leave the room then we had our practice.
After that recess, played soccer.
Was a super tough match and been a long time
Since we played againce a team that's not from our class.
So final score was 2 all. Naka scored all the goal for us.
So after that Science, was waiting to go into class,
Mrs Ho was scolding 4D I think. Than we went in,
Was taking all the tidbits that was suppose to be our prize.
Than everyone took alot. Than had Science.
Going through answers. So after Science,
Was suppose to do the service learning thing
But in the end watched videos instead.
So after than let the guys used it while I thought about stuffs.
Than I packed the things than went to the hall.
Left my things there than went library.
Went to say hi to the others than went off for oral.
Preparation started only at 2.30.
Was talking to the others than had my oral.
I felt that my reading was not as good as in class
But my conversation was better.
Was talking about quite alot of things.
Not much of questions was asked.
So after oral went to met Amber in the art room.
Told her how sucked I did than talked to sis for awhile.
Went down took my things than went up to art room again
Suppose to wait for Fook but in the end my phone
Sent only after he reached Damia's house.
So stayed in there and talked to sis.
Left the room about 5 than waited for Qi Yun at bus stop.
Waited until 2 of all the bus went pass and they still haven come.
So told them I left first.
So now at home now going to study.

this moments without you
just seems so lonely.
The love that I have for you,
Is the love that I'll never get.
This time that I want to have with you,
Is the time that I treasure the most.
I just want to tell you,
I love you.

2008-07-08T04:11:00.000-07:00

Been awhile since I typed about my day.
Well today was kind of sucky.
Kept thinking about stuff and of course her.
Only started talking to the others
When me, Aloysuis and Tze Fook went toliet
During the service learning talk.
But in the end it changed again to recess.
They kept changing the lessons today luh.
Most of my classmates were confused.
But during recess, talked to the guys a little.
Went up stairs and had to listen to the talk.
Was not really listening as I was still thinking
Of the same stuffs again. After that we had P.E
Had some survey thing to do. Before that had to find the others.
Most of them went com lab 3 cause that's why they heard.
Well that's what I heard also but still followed the teacher to be safer.
So in the end it was com lab 2.
So did the survey and than Mr. Ng said that after doing,
He'll give us recess. So recess again.
Bought a small bread this time and went to the locker.
Left my things and took my small note book.
Went back to the canteen listen to the others talk.
Than left with Zhi Sian to the com lab again.
Had CPA at com lab 2 than went to com lab 3
Because they having some teacher thing there.
So at the com lab 3, was waiting for the computer to load damm long.
So we moved to com lab 1. Did work there than went to Qi Yun's blog.
After that logged out and wished gan good luck in a special way.
Wanted to wish Aloysuis in that way too but he keep running away.
Gave the same one to Zhi Sian than went for Maths.
Maths was kind of okay today. Very little people.
So after that, was seating the the staircase
It was the stairs at the staff room there.
Was seating there for don't know what reason,
Than was talking to the people whom I know that was walking past.
Which is like almost everyone!!
OMG I'm starting to know more people. Weird.
So after the school was like almost empty.
We left, followed them for lunch than
Ronald and Tze Fook left. Called Damia's bro.
Wanted to leave than Aloysius and Bianca came.
So went to find Dennis. Was waiting for him at the zebra crossing there,
The one nearer to his house but than waited till get fustrated.
Went to his block down stairs and wanted to go up.
But Alousius called. He said Dennis was already downstairs.
So walked over than went to play basketball.
Hong wei, Damia and Zhi Sian came over after their oral
Continued playing with them also.
Played a few match than Aloysius went off.
Than continued playing. Left there about 4 plus I think.
Came home and started studying.
Gave up studying cause came into blogger.
Surprisingly alot of people talked to me online today.

Brenda - Thanks for always being there to listen to what I say.
Thanks for also being so caring and always giving me advices.
Love you and hope to see you soon <3

Kylie - Hi new friend.... Nice chatting with you online.

Amber - You alright?? Stop thinking of all the bad thoughts.
Think only of the happy ones.
Live your life happyly and stop thinking of negative things

Qi Yun - Oi you okay or not you!! You're like saying the f word luh.
I think got more than 30 times lor. Seriously if you got problem,
You can tell me de... I sure will help you de.

It's you whom I think about all day
and It's you who have filled my heart.
This emptyness that I feel,
Could only be filled by you.
And while you're filling my heart,
I could feel as thought this lonely world of mine,
Has become a world where I won't mind living.
It is you who have brighten this empty world of mine
and it is you whom made me who I am now.
The positive side that you have brought out of me.
The one which covered my negative side.
You're the only one for me and I just want to let you know,
That no matter how long I have to wait,
No matter what obsticle I have to go through,
I'll still wait for you and love you.
If only I could tell you straight to your face

2008-07-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

It seems like my heart has finally got to a decision.
It seems like I'm in love with this person.
And when I did not talk to her today,
I felt all empty and sad inside.
I don't know why but I just kept checking my phone
and keep wanting to hear her voice so badly.
When she was not online and I did not chat with her,
I felt that this world was starting to be
A world where I lived all alone.
When you were not here to talk to me,
Or to just chat with me online,
I did not feel like doing anything at all.
Not going out, not having fun at all and
Not being able to concentrate on studying.
Cause all I am doing is think of you,
Thinking what you are doing and thinking if you're alright.
Up till now, you're the only person
To make me have this much feeling for another person
and this other person is you.
The one that I love so much
and the one that I've put first in my heart.
For now I can only tell you I Love You.
But not straight to your face,
As I want you to concentrate on your study
and for you to be as happy as you are now.
Even if you get hooked up with another guy instead of me,
As long as you're happy, I would be.

LeGeNdFrEaK - LeGeNd of the FrEaK's love illusion

2008-07-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

This feeling of confusion drives me nuts.
I seriously don't know who I'm in love with now
It's either the current person or the next.
My heart is wavering and I'm just so confused about it.
And I don't even think that we are meant to be together.
And don't ask me why cause i seriously don't have a clue.
And I'm thinking, if I give up on the current one,
I might stand a chance with the next.
But I'm also not sure if I can seriously be with the next person.
Cause my heart is wavering like hell.
I seriously don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm stuck in the middle of two person
Whom I'm holding on very deared to me.
Now I'm just saying I'm in love with both of you.
But once my mind is made up, I'll make my move!!
I'm sure of it and I hope you won't mind and that you will accept me.
I just want to tell you that you'll be my number 1 piority!!

God grant me this wish of guidance,
Grant me to be able to get through this situation
And lord, help me make my decition be a right one,
So that I won't fall into that dark pit of dispair again.

LeGeNdFrEaK - LeGeNd of the FrEaK's love illusion

2008-07-05T23:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
Yesterday was the school funfair. Like finally!!
So went to school normal time and the people made the announcement
We were suppose to put our things in the class room
By 8.30 and than the room will be locked up.
So waited till 7.20 than called Mrs. Ho.
She was still at home!! Making the curry to sell!!
So we went to the G.O to take the key,
So when one of the person came to the office,
Cause the office people called another person,
She office person told the person to lock the door after we take our stuff.
So we went to took our stuff out and cause my class people didn't know,
They told the aunty that the class was suppose to be open till 8.30.
But the aunty said "No, cannot office say must lock!!"
So they got pissed and we brought everything out and brought it to the stall.
Put everything properly already and was suppose to go for the opening ceremony.
Did not go and was seating at the stall with.... forgot who was there with me.
So the day started and it was not my shift but
I seriously don't know why I was doing the shift.
Did it till around 10 plus than started walking around,
Was walking around the secondary school than the primary school.
Than went back to the stall and saw Clare,
told her Kenneth was at the other corner of the field
And asked about Nichole too. Than found Clifford and went to 4C's food stall.
Over there talked to Ralene and Amber than saw Kenneth at his store.
Walked over and talked to him for awhile and went back to their stall.
Went back saw Clifford talking to them so went to disturb Kylie awhile.
But she was busy so went back to 4C's stall. But this time,
Clifford was asking to go to the dunking station to watch
Mr Ow get dunked. Was over there watching the bit than Qi Yun called.
He told me to take over the shift when it's still not yet time.
Told him I'll go there soon and watch Mr Ow get dunked.
After he got dunked finished it was just nice for me to
Head back to the stall to take over the shift.
During my shift, I got pang sei-ed a lot of times,
So I practically was doing the shift myself.
Than because half why of the shift Amber came over,
I told her to sit cause she was waiting there for quite awhile.
So while doing shift work, was talking to Amber.
Had to go to the counter and back to the back most of the time.
So after I ended my shift at 3.40 something,
Ended my shift late but I force Kai Siang to take on the last shift.
I was like "Kai Siang now is your shift right,
Good you take over! Bye!!"
He was like "HUH I do alone ah!!"
So I replied him "You find ways to find them back with out me there lor!"
So after that went around the funfair with Amber.
Went to find Winnie and Amber asked him to make a flower balloon.
And I tell you it look kind of screwed up. So after he did it finish
(which he took quite long) We went to walk around again.
Wanted to try the hunted house but there was so many people.
Oh and I made a mistake!! I could touch the rim of the ring!!
I don't know why Friday I could not but at least now I can.
So was walking around and playing games.
Than at this frisbee throwing side I was like telling
Amber how I'm going to suck at the game.
But when I threw 2 went in like after I said it!!
So the next two was like too low and too high.
Got this toy bread thing which you can put your hand on while using the com.
And you can also squeeze the thing.
So after that Amber tried and we went walking around again.
So after that when most of the people was closing.
Went back to my booth and saw that they were clearing up also.
So helped Amber to take her things to the booth and than left.
Saw Sammuel aka potato, my Senior!!
Talked to him and walked to the place there they were playing music.
Don't know what it's called. He talked to the teachers and than
I remembered that I still had some of Amber's game prize.
Walked back and passed it to her and this time I walked all the way back to the booth.
On the way there Clifford was holding more of the tidbits.
So it seems that it was all Amber's and he took all of it to her.
So was slacking around there than saw a yellow ball there.
Wanted to walk to the game's stall but say Clifford.
Threw the ball to him and he threw back passed around for awhile,
Than I went to the games stall, Josiah gave me something to eat when I reached there.
Thanks Josiah!! I was hungry at that point of time!!
The only thing I had for lunch was a bowl of curry and a bit of the noodles.
So while eating Mrs. Ho asked us to bring the cupboard back to class.
Was struggling with the first one than went to take the second one.
And guess what! The second on was lighter than the first!!
So after doing it was were asked to clear the things on the floor.
My class people was like, WTF!!!! cause the floor was full of
Styrofoam balls!! We were all kicking it to the center of the pile,
Than started kicking into the drain. Than one teacher started making noise.
Then she was starting to nag and was asking us to clear the tables,
So we were like: "We picking up the balls luh!! You just now say must clear,
So we continue clearing luh!!" and this time no more kicking,
We were picking it up one by one luh!!
And after saying that we were counting the balls we picked up
So when she said do the table we threw it on the floor and went to do the tables.
Carried it till half the field and Mr Ow said there's not a need to move the table out.
So we were shouting "Wa lao eh!!!" So went back and did the freaking balls again.
So than they announced that there was not a need to move the tables,
We all shouted together "Wa Lao Eh!!!" again and louder this time.
Ronald also said in a loud voice "Don't know what to do don't anyhow say luh!!"
So continued doing the balls than went home with Kok Loong.
Came home and guess what, I came face to face with Fried Bee Hoon again.
And I was selling it the whole day luh!! =.="
Well too bad that's the only thing at my house so had to eat it.
Don't know why but slept very early today.
And I realize I was at the booth for more than half the day

Today
Went to church earlier than usual.
Don't know why though.
So after that came home and have been slacking here.
Just watched Handcock online.
Going off here now

When I use to think of you,
I don't only feel happy,
But also very peaced at heart.
But after so many things that happened
I'm just so confused!!
My mind is thinking of so many things!!
And I seriously not sure where my heart is right now!!
And I'm not sure if I can be with you.
Part of me is telling me to give up,
While another part is telling to not to,
Worse still, the last part is telling me to be with another person.
I totally hate this feeling of confusion!!
Can someone just get me out of this!!
My love of you is just so unclear.
LeGeNdFrEaK - LeGeNd of the FrEaK's love illusion